::me::

2010-04-08T14:01:00.002+08:00

It's been a month and 7 days since he left... me. I've been strong and i've been weak and i even pretend to be strong at times. It's been tough or was it easy? I still couldn't figure it out. To be honest, it's been 2 weeks since i lasted cried but today the feelings came back, the sore-ness that i felt back den. I cried. I thot he was the one. He said i was the one. But why? I know this will end and it will be over but when? I'm waiting still.

2010-03-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

It's over! I am no longer together with the man that i love. It's hard trying to pick up those shattered pieces again but i'm so lucky that i have a very understanding Boss and colleagues who gave me advice and tried to cheer me up. It's tough but i have to stay strong for noone but myself. The fact that we've been thru so much and it feels so weird not wearing our ring on my finger. When can i ever be happy?

2010-02-25T22:25:00.001+08:00

i dreamed a dream in time gone by when hope was high and life worth living. i dreamed that love would never die...

2010-02-13T15:03:00.002+08:00

I wonder where did i go wrong? And what have i done to deserve all this? This is really unfair for me. One after another. Don't i deserve to be happy? Just like everyone else, i want the happiness that i've been searching for.

back to work... tmr

2010-01-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

I received a call and secured an interview as a Delegate Sales Exec. Of course i don't have any experience in it but she told me if given the opportunity am i ok with it. Of course i said yeah. I think doing sales is quite hard but the money is good. lol. So no harm going for the interview right?

Yesterday, boyfriend and i went to have dinner at Hougang (the place where i met Boyfriend's parents for the 1st time.. heh) for our 13th Month. heh. We will always go out for dinner on every of our monthsary. heh. I seriously recommended this place. As-Shalihin Seafood. The food here is very nice and the chilli crabs and black pepper crabs is very cheap. 4 crabs for $20 i think. lol.

Ok back to work tomorrow. At last. Staying at home is ssooooo boring esp when you don't have anything to do. I'm planning to take up cert in bussiness english 1st as i can only sign up for my diploma end of the year. Its already past 10pm, i should better catch some sleep.

Hugs n Kisses

Lina Delilah

home

2010-01-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

I've been staying home for 2 days already and will only return to work on Friday. Seriously, there's so many things going on in my mind right now and i kinda hate it. Not doing much at home tho and im really really bored. Im online since morning and there's isn't any nice shows to watch either. I'm kinda lazy to go out for a jog as Ms Red just came to visit. So what should i do now?

Tomorrow marks our 13th monthsary. Kinda fast right? At times i'm still stuck in year 2009 so i can't believe that i've been with him for more den a year. lol. Meeting him tomorrow for dinner but before that, i think i'm going to bugis to shop abit for clothes. Trust me, im left with only limited clothes since i can no longer fit into all my old clothes. It's really frustating that i can't wear a single one coz most of it are size S and i think i'm a size XL now. grrrrrr...

My manager just called me and told me that he's setting up his own company and that he's offering me a job. heh. Let's just hope that the new office will be at Raffles or Tanjong Pagar. No Orchard Road please! Im starting to hate that place. And did i mention that Singapore is getting too overcrowded?! I seriously think it is and trust me it's suffocating (to feel discomfort from lack of fresh air... lol)

Ok. I better catch some sleep. Nytez!

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina Delilah

Cycling after so many years!

2010-01-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

Today i went cycling with my family and i bought a new red bicycle as we're gonna start cycling every Sunday! Yaye! Didn't do anything much today. Anyways, can cycling make us lose some weight?

Yesterday, boyfriend and i went to have buffet dinner at Sakura Admiralty. I kinda like it there bcoz there's much more variety and the place is much more nicer compared to Pasir Ris and the one at Orchard. I don't have the pictures with me caused it's in bb's iphone.

On friday, we're supposed to have ice-cream at cold rock but a changed of plan we went to have dinner at Tang Tea House and off to downtown to watch 'ToothFairy'. It's a very funny show. It's a must watch!

Hmmmm... not much in a mood to blog. There's so many things going on in my mind right now. I just hope everything gonna be over soon. Ya Allah, help!

Hugs n Kisses,

Lina Delilah

First for 2010

2010-01-21T18:46:00.003+08:00

It's been 4 months since i last blogged. Everyday was pretty much the same and im so lazy to write. hah! It's 2010 already. That was fast. Boyfriend and i just turned a year old last december. heee. And i'm growing fatter as days goes by. I better stop eating but i've been saying that since months back but im still eating. haha!

A few weeks back, i had a dream of D. We met and both of us started crying on each other shoulders. Maybe i miss her. My bestest friend i ever had. At times , i do regret at what happened back den but the saddest part was we both moved on as strangers. I still remember she told me back in April 2008 that her new hp number is only for her boyfriend, her family and her close friends. I knew right away that i'm no longer one. I sent her a Hari Raya Card during the last festive the muslims had with my hp number in it. Hoping that she will text me but she didn't. I told boyfriend that i was kinda hurt caused i wanted her to text me so bad and started crying *i was being emotional* but he kept on telling me 'if orang tak sudi that's nothing we can do about it. She moved on and you should do too'. Whatever it is, she will always be my bestest friend, twin sister and i hope one day we will meet again and be friends forever till we turn old and grey. We used to said that when we were young.

Moving on, i passed my driving and planned to get my own car real soon but i had a talk with my managers earlier and they told me to further my studies instead and build my career. So yeahh, i'm gonna further my studies in MICE industry and will get Boyfriend to join me. Tho at times i hate working but i think i kinda like working in this industry but my managers advice me not to go back working as a List Research as they don't see any future being in that department and told me to stick doing operations as there is more opportunities. Maybe they are right but i've got soooo many things to learn which i am still lacking.

Happy 2010 everyone! (tho i know noone read this blog anymore... oh well)

Hugs and Kisses,

Lina Delilah

2009-09-22T16:07:00.002+08:00

GOD,

I just want my happiness. It is too much to ask?

2009-09-13T00:51:00.003+08:00

While everyone is excited of the upcoming Hari Raya. Im not. I might not even get to jalan raya with Bubba. How sad. I know. ='( Can the fasting month extend for another month? So that i can make time on weekend. Haiz!

Raya?

2009-09-09T08:22:00.004+08:00

After years and years of celebrating Hari Raya, the excitement is fading. Usually i am so excited after hearing Raya songs on the radio and such but not now. I stopped visiting since 3 years ago. I would only went visiting when i was asked to. I would go visiting on the 1st and 2nd day den my hari raya ended! But this year will be abit diff. I will be going out with Bubba and his friends. The rest of my weekends has already been booked for my driving. So i will not be going visiting.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

It's up!

2009-08-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

Hey Beautiful People!

So it's already 11 August. heh. Anyways, it's up. Do show your support and remember to share it with your loved ones too. =)

www.fashionablysin.blogspot.com

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

ps: Do share your thots with me about FashionablySin @ fashionablysin@gmail.com

2009-08-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

I'm so frustrated with myself! After putting in so much effort to lose weight and clearing pimples and pimple marks on my face, i make it come back. I keep on having breakouts and i really really hate it and now i don't even dare to step on the weighing machine because i know i've gain sooo much and i will not like the numbers when i see it. And i'm so dark already. GOD! What have i done to myself. How i wish when i wake up the next day and i see myself when i was a year ago. I hate looking at myself now. I somehow don't feel beautiful anymore. ='( I'm so disappointed with myself.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Holiday Mood

2009-08-06T13:20:00.004+08:00

I'm already in my holiday mood. heeee. I just want to be far away now.

10 Aug 2009

2009-08-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

Insya'allah... I will start selling this 10 Aug, right after National Day.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Sneak Preview...

2009-07-30T22:52:00.004+08:00

Hey people!

and more.... counting down the days to go official.... =)

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

2009-07-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

Do look out for FashionablySin. =)

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina Delilah

At last....

2009-07-11T03:17:00.000+08:00

After so many months of wanting to change my blogskin, i finally did it today and it took me like 3 hrs? hahhha. Still learning tho. Just a simple one for now. I've kinda lost interest in blogging already. hahaha.

Have you guys tried MacD's new treats? Quarter Pounder is nice and should also try Chick N Cheese. Yum but fattening. Haha! Their beef N salsa is alright abit sour-ish cause of the salsa and it's not spicy. You can only get the burgers at exclusive outlets which i find it crap la. 4 outlets at Ang Mo Kio, forum, lucky plaza, north bridge road, shaw centre and springleaf tower. None at east or west. pffft!

Bubba feels like having Arnold's Chicken later for late lunch. haha. And we might be catching a movie. It's our weekly routine you see. Every friday after work we will catch a movie and sometimes on saturday too. Cathay should have a membership card or something for people like me and Bubba who likes to donate to them weekly. haha!

I'm going to hit the bed already.

Last but not least, my overdue Melbourne pictures. To see more, it's in my facebook.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

nothing to blog...

2009-07-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

I'm so lazy to update my blog because there's nothing much to blog about. hah! Time flies so fast and i've been with Bubba for more den half a year now. Alhamdulilah. Insya'Allah everything will turn out fine. Bubba surprised me with a bouquet of flowers on our 6th Anni. Thanks bb! =)

Anyways, it's already july! A month plus more before the fasting month. So fastkan? But i seriously can't wait. I want to eat deng deng!! wakaka! I just love the feeling of bulan ramadhan. *Sayu...Hati ini makin sayu. Rindu...Terkenangkan desa permai...* The feeling of excitement is already here.

Years back, fasting month was just great! If both me and dyk were not working, we would rent out dvds and buy things for berbuka. We used to worked at bazaar ramadhan for 2 years. We had so much fun back den. Where is she now?

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

it's been awhile....

2009-06-25T18:52:00.003+08:00

I know it's been awhile since i lasted blogged. Im currently at work now, doing late shift today (sucks i know!). Work to me is becoming so frustrating! The moment i step my foot in the office, i will surely feel like having a headache. IT'S JUST SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!

And on the other hand, i went to the doctor last week a day after i came back from Melbourne because i was down with mild cough and headache. So i thot that i want some medicine and have a rest but the doctor called the ambulance because MOH told him so. I know i'm not down with H1n1 because i just know. The thing is i didn't asked to be sent to CDC2 for h1n1 crap so why should i pay $85 for? It's not about the money but why should i pay for something that i was forced into? for eg: i went shopping den someone put a watch inside my bag and force me to pay for it, why should i pay for it right?

Im so not in the mood this whole week!! I can't wait for weekends.

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina Delilah

Off to Melbourne tonight

2009-06-10T08:30:00.002+08:00

Im currently at work and i'm off to melbourne later tonight. I'm going to miss everyone esp my babyboy. ='(

Please pray for our safety and health. =) I will blog soon when i return.

Hugs n Kisses,

Lina Delilah

laaazzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-05-14T22:01:00.003+08:00

I've been so lazy to update my blog nowadays. Nothing much happening. Bangkok trip cancelled and going to Melbourne instead but Bubba is not following. ='(

I've bought a new phone. Nokia E71. heh. I'm getting the hang of it and will be selling my SonyE C902 soon. I need the ka-chings. At last, i've changed my phone number. I only have numbers of my family and close friends.

I'm so sleepy! Goodnyte!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

a long update....

2009-05-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog after i got back from Desaru but i was sooo tired and lazy. The trip was ok. Nothing much to do. Guess what? They are planning on the next trip to either Bintan or Langkawi. Can't wait. Bubba hates travelling but not for me tho. heh.

After so many months of going to work with Bubba. Tomorrow i will be going to work alone caused Bubba is on MC. I know it's only for a day but it's a different feeling altogether. =(

I've got myself a Red Steel Nokia E71. It will reach me in about a month time. Don't ask me why it's taking me so long. It's been donkey years since i used Nokia. I hate it because most of the phones are problematic. User Friendly? HAH! Initially, i just wanted to get E63 because it's damn cheap! 198 bucks but E71 is selling at 338 bucks (online exclusive). It's only 140 bucks different. I hope E71 will not be a problematic phone. *finger cross* I hope Nokia won't cheat me of my feeling. Haahaha!

And so i'm going to do something about my body weight. Haha. I'll be joining pilates at my neighbourhood centre. I hope this help.

I miss Bubba already!

Anyways, while waiting for the doctor in the clinic earlier.

Bubba: If people had Swine Flu, they will go like this... Ahhhhhhchooooo Oink Oink!

Me: hahaha. and why oink oink?

Bubba: Because it's Pig Flu.

Both of us laughed non stop.

Bubba: And guess what flu is this.. Ahhhhhhchooooooo *whisper*

Me: Huh? What's that?

Bubba: Ants Flu because you cannot hear.

Hahahahahaha! Crap right?! This is why I Love Him so much because he makes me laugh and cry at the same time.

Hugs N Kisses

Lina Delilah

short gateway!

2009-04-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

I'm going off to Desaru in 6 hours time. Very early hokay! Hehe. It's only a 2 days 1 night trip but i think i packed at least 4 clothes. hehe. I'm kinda sleepy now. So i better get some sleep. I need to wake up at 4 in the morning. Toodles~

Ohhh! I seriously need to lose weight! Im gaining hokay! I seriously can't fit into my clothes even the new ones. HELP!!!!!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

laaaazzzzyyyy

2009-04-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

It's been so long! Lazy and tired to update. Anyways, Happy Belated birthday to Mummy Dear! Bubba and i bought her a Fossil watch.

4 more days to Desaru! Weeeeee! And catching a movie with Bubba and his parents later.

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina Delilah

-_-

2009-04-16T23:44:00.003+08:00

I just feel like blogging this. Last year i think, my dad's friend offered to sent me home from work. He said to me, "Nowadays, prices for a HDB flats are quite expensive. By the time it's your turn to get a house, you might as well build a treehouse." Haha. I think he's right. Maybe when it's time for me to have somewhere to live in, i will just set up a tent at Changi Beach. Must i keep repeating that living here is sooooooo EXPENSIVE! Oh anyways, i've used up my GST money already for my bills! pffft! And i managed to get some of my credits waived! he he he! Since the prices for properties are dropping (is it a good thing?), i hope it will continue to drop till in 2 years time? haha! I need to sleep now. Long day with Bubba tomorrow!

14 more days to Desaru!!!!!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

shop! shop! shop!

2009-04-15T22:19:00.003+08:00

I went shopping today! I bought 4 shoes which cost me $152. 2 heels and 2 flats. Grrrrrr! Can't help itla. I'm in love with all 4 hokay and use CC some more. So in a way no self control. khe khe. Hmm... can anyone tell me where can i find Taufik Batisah nafasku lyrics translated in english? Do let me know hokay. Thanks. Have a good day everyone!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

should i???

2009-04-13T22:57:00.003+08:00

Should i get a sidekick III Danger or LG KS360? Let me know ok? Anyways, i dislike this one person la! *you know, i know, public don't know* haha!

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina Delilah

Can't sleep!

2009-04-12T05:00:00.001+08:00

It's 5 in the morning and i can't sleep! My stomach rasa soooooo spicy! Maybe due to the spicy ikan bakar, spicy kang kong belacan, spicy chili crab and the spicy roti prata sambal. I'm going to wake up really really late i guess but oh well, it's sunday anyway.

Bubba's granny is currently in the hospital. I hope she will get well soon. Insya'Allah. Amin. I better get some sleep now, there's so many things to do later like going to the bank, send bubba's xbox for repair, collect bubba's pants, get some cereals for bubba etc. Oh ya, i'm thinking of getting myself a sidekick phone. What do you all think?

19 more days to Desaru!!!!! And 2 more months to Bangkok!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina delilah

a short one

2009-04-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

Just a short update. Remember the Earth Day on the 28 March 2009? I cooked for Bubba Nasi Goreng ala Cina. hehe. Glad that he loves it! I think after that we went to Mustafa Centre and we had thosai for supper.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

updates

2009-04-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

I so feel like crying now. Within this 1 year, i've gained 9kg! YES! That's alot hokay! Grrrrr! But right now i'm cutting down on my rice intake. Half for lunch and a quarter or maybe none for dinner. Will it works? I do not want to totally cut off my rice intake. I did lose weight last time without any rice but i'm gaining double the weight i lost tau! And bubba is doing the same thing. He ate half a bowl of rice for lunch just to support me. =))

I went shopping yesterday with Bubba. I was supposed to get new clothes and pants since i just can't seem to fit into my old clothes. hah! But i ended up buying make-ups! Can't blame me la. I just can't resist those gorgeous things. So i bought my products from Stage. It's been nearly a year since i've been using Bobbi Brown so i thot i wanna change a few things here and there. But will stick to Bobbi's basic things. 1 thing i like about most of Stage products, it contains aloe vera extract.

"Aloe vera, as we know, is the most wonderful ingredient to make our skin stay young. There are not much legitimate facial cleansers that use aloe vera. But believe me, you need them. Btw, facial cleanser (if you buy the wrong product) might cause hair loss." - Taken from www.learnaloevera.com

Aimin's (Bubba's lil cousin) 5th birthday at his home. His Ben 10 cake from Malmas. Delicious! I love it! You guys should try ordering cakes from her. ENAK DEH!

Corporate Day was great. We did salsa.

Sasha's 17th birthday was great. My family and insya'Allah our 3 extended family went out for dinner at Sakura Buangkok. This time round i ate alot of crabs! After dinner, we went for a trip to Night Safari.

Bubba's parents makes the best goreng pisang ever! Im not saying this caused bubba is my boyfriend but it's the truth. ADDICTED HOKAY! he he. I have nothing to blog about. Ohhhhh! Im in love with Taufik Batisah song yang Nafasku. OH GOD! heeeeeeeee. Ok need to siap already. Bubba will be picking me up later.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina delilah

Foodie!

2009-03-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

When I'm by your side it helps to see me through

Can't express all the happiness when I'm with you

You're the blessing that I treasure

I know i said that i will update 2 nights ago but i was so lazy to blog. heeee. Anyways, i have soooo many pictures and so many things to blog but i don't even know where to start.

Dinner at Rasa 21 is not a new thing for Bubba and i. That day we had western. I had Creamy Mushroom Pasta while Bubba had Fish and chips? It's worth every single cent. There's alot of mushrooms in my pasta. LOVE IT! Hah!

Habibie Muslim Seafood has always been my family favourite dining place. So i took Bubba there for dinner. He had Nasi Goreng Belacan and i had Mui Fun. It's located at Tampines st 81 beside Tampines West Community Centre.

Dinner at Downtown East was ok-ok. Is it supposed to be called Coffeeshop? heh. No idea. The ikan bakar is nice but it cost us $12 for Small. I had Potato Ball while Bubba had Fried Rice as always.

No place can beat Emicakes Durian Omelette! It's delicious! If you're a durian lover, you might love this cause both Bubba and i do. Finger licking!!!!

It was our 1st time dining at Kebabs @ Eastpoint Simei Level 1. Was recommended by a friend so Bubba and i decided to try it out. Indeed it is nice as told by our friend. I love the sauces and it's quite a big portion.

Dinner at Changi Village or was it supper? hah! The Ikan Bakar cost us only $10 and it's big. Bigger den the $12 small ikan bakar at downtown. I love the sotong but it's spicy same goes to the ikan bakar. Overall, i love the seafood here. Fresh, hot and spicy. hah! The stall named is Ah Nam B.B.Q seafood. It has a very big halal signboard above their stall signboard.

Tang Tea House @ Simpang Bedok. We watched Man utd match cum dinner there. I had slice fish soup while Bubba had his fried rice AGAIN! haha! To compare the slice fish soup here and the one at Tong Seng Bugis, i prefer the one at Tong Seng. This one the halia taste is quite strong so i don't quite like it.

Dinner at Ayam Penyet House @ Bugis. I prefer Ayam Penyet Ria. Enuff said. The Ayam Penyet and rice are sold separately. As for the sayur asam, i still prefer the one at Ayam Penyet Ria.

Revisited Eighteen Chefs @ Eastpoint. What can i say? I love this place. Bubba had Open Mayo Sandwich while i had Black Pepper Beef Pasta and we ordered my favourite Bolognaise Cheese Fries. The beefs are big and soft. www.eighteenchefs.com
3 Simei Street 6,
Eastpoint Mall,
#01-36,
Singapore 528833(Located beside POSB)

The furthest we went to was Chua Chu Kang Park for dinner. Since bubba never been there and he said he wants to try the food. As normal i ordered Mui Fun and Bubba ordered Fried Rice. We ordered Kangkong Belacan and Black Pepper Chicken. The kangkong is fresh and very green. I like! The black pepper chicken is quite spicy. To rate the food here, i'll give 3 1/2 / 5.

So one day, i've decided to cook for Bubba. While waiting for him to knocked off from work. I cooked Nasi Goreng Cabe Hijau for him. There's main and side dish somemore. hah! Sweet and sour fish cum Vegetable soup (not cooked by me). Hahahaha! But the fried rice was cooked by me, myself and i. Glad that he loves it. And today i'm going to cook for him Nasi Goreng ala Cina. Hope it will turn out great. People always say "The way to a man's heart is through his stomach" heehhee. The eating places bubba and i went are all halal places. He's very particular about where we eat and it's a good thing. I know that i am well taken care of. Alhamdulilah.

ku tetap kau yang punya

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Ps: I will update my company day, Aimin's and Sasha's birthday celebration insya'Allah later tonight.

Earth Hour

2009-03-26T13:06:00.002+08:00

Let's support earth hour everyone! Switch off your lights from 8.30pm to 9.30pm or more on 28th March 2009. I wonder how will earth look like when there are no lights. heeeee. Anyways, bubba and i will be going stargazing and after that we're catching Confession of a shopperholic. I so can't wait. It's going to be a romantic night right? heeeeee. Ok. Back to work. I will update later tonight.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina delilah

sick

2009-03-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

I'm currently sick and lazy to update. At times, i don't have that much time either to go online. Going out later with my family and our 3 extended family members (insya'Allah). Will update soon!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

This is a random post

2009-03-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

Finally, i've decided to delete off my friendster. Find me in facebook instead. I'm happy there playing pet society and fashion wars. lol! I miss bangkok!! But no worries, 3 more months and i'm going back to The Land of Smiles. I love being there and being a part of them.

I want to be this fair again. I feel that i'm getting darker after i got back from my trip to batam. There's a color diff hokay. Grrrrrr! And i want my long hair back. I know it's long now but still it's not long enough and most importantly, i've gained weight! hah! Complain aje!

I'm supposed to go for a rebonding next week but since i'm starting work on the same week, i have to forgo it. Maybe next sunday?

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

take me away

2009-03-12T16:30:00.001+08:00

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine

Ok. So today i'm not going to blog about food. Hah! Bubba and i gonna do some tiny winy shopping. Wooohooo! Tomorrow we're going for the Burberry sale and next week, we're going for Adidas sale. How nice!

'Don't stop spending in the recession - let's help the economy together!' - what do i have to say about this. How are we going to help the economy if people are out of job? No job means no income and no income means no spending. Actually it goes out to those who are working. Go spend your money and help the economy. hah!

Last week, we celebrated Ariff's 25th at Marina Pizza hut and we went for bowling game after dinner. Ariff's cake turned out really really great! Totally love it! After celebrating, Bubba and i went to catch a movie, "coming soon". It's a great movie but kinda disturbing. haha!

Ariff doesn't want to cut his "jersey" so he gave us "grass" HAH!

And last monday, celebrated Bubba's close friend 25th Birthday over at Hei Sushi.

Anyways, work start this coming monday. Just a temp job for at least a month plus. And i might be cooking Nasi Goreng for Bubba later. Shhhhh! haha!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

you're my saving grace

2009-03-09T17:30:00.000+08:00

Last 3 weeks ago i guess, Bubba and i had lunch cum dinner at Bedok Pizza Hut. I have no idea what we ordered but it was very fulfilling. At the end of it, we're like forcing the pizza down our throat. Haha!

And the next day, we went to East Coast Park to have lunch. We didn't eat that much there. We just had Rojak Cina and Bbq Chicken wings.

Bubba and i loves the rojak cina. The sauce is not too sweet but quite spicy. Yummy! Thumbs up! I bought buah berangan and ate it in the car. haha. On the same day, we went to Compass Point to have dinner cum desserts at Swensens.

I had my all time fav, Chilli Fish Pasta while Bubba had the all day Breakfast meal and we had chocolate fondue for desserts but we didn't finished it up as we were already too full after our main course. That week itself, i was craving for Nasi goreng Daging Merah so after work Bubba picked me up and we had dinner at Hougang.

Al-Falah Restaurant Nasi Goreng Daging Merah sedap deh! One of the best i've tasted so far. I heard their Roti Prata is not bad. I didn't try it but they will only goreng the prata when you order so it's fresh and hot unlike other places where their prata has already been goreng since morning. The next week, i feel like eating Korean so after work Bubba picked me up.

We had dinner at Fresh Bulgogi, Downtown east. I had Beef Bulgogi Rice while Bubba had Chicken Bulgogi Rice and we ordered Grilled Mushroom. You will have to mix all the ingredients but i personally dislike the giant taugey! I love the kimchi! Sour-ish taste but not hot (pedas) and its meant to be cold. heh! It's my 2nd time there. hah!

Bubba and i bought Burger King Ham N Cheese Burger and ate it in the car. It was cold or is it meant to be cold? I seriously have no idea but Burger King standard seems to drop? You decide.

Last weekend, Bubba and i went out really early to take my new passport. On the same day, we had 3 movie marathon. We watched The Pink Panther 2 at 6.50pm and had at least an hr interval before our next movie. So we went to have dinner at Chicken Rice Shop. It was my 1st time there and i love the food. I like the taugey and chickens, both set! hah! The chickens are very tender. Good food! Oh! And i love the kuih pie tie. After dinner, we rushed for our next movie, marley and me but we didn't get to see the ending as we need to catch My Bloody Valentine.

The night before, my ex-colleagues and i had dinner at Orchard Sakura International Buffet! I love the sweet and sour fish and their japanese food. Other den that, it was ok ok. The day after our marathon, we had lunch at Sedap Corner at Simpang Bedok. One of my fav eating place. The 1st time i went there was with Bubba's entire family for Lunch.

I had Chicken Cardon Bleu while Bubba had Teriyaki Chicken with Sesame Rice. Everytime we drop by, we will surely order their tea tarik, fried wrap scallop and their toast bread. MUST TRY! This time we ordered durian toast bread. DELICIOUS! Very rich durian dip i must say!

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Kampung Buangkok

2009-03-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

Can someone shoot me dead? My hp rosak lagi!! All my msges are totally gone! The msges that i want to keep are all gone. BOOHOO! How can i not be sad about it? My 2nd time with this phone. Arggghhhh! And 2 days ago, i received a call from a private number at 9.30 in the morning and when i answer the phone, it was silent on the other side after i said "hello" a couple of times, that person put down the phone. Sheeeshhhh! I was abit mad because

1) He/She called me while i was sleeping and i hate to be disturb while i'm sleeping.

2) He/She called but never say a thing and just put down the phone. It's just plain rude calling people while that person is sleeping and hang up the phone.

3) That person is a coward! Enuff Said! A coward indeed.

And because of all this phone rosak and getting weird calls and msges, Bubba said it's time for me to get a new phone and at the same time change my number. I will do it soon. Maybe next week and the number will only be given to close people. Now who shall have my new number? heh.

And i wonder who googled "onlylina" to get into my blog? hmmm.... I've totally forgotten about my kampung buangkok post! I thot i've blogged about it but i didn't. heh. Anyways, is it just me or hotmail is very slow nowadays or it's my starhub internet connection? Currently, i'm using 2 laptops. One for the suupppeeerrr slloooowwwww hotmail and one for blogging. hah!

Kampung Buangkok was like any other kampungs you can find in other countries. But it's very peaceful there unlike other parts of Singapore we are living in. You can feel the difference being in kampung buangkok and stepping out of there. Life's here is very hectic. MONEY MONEY MONEY! argghhh! When will this economy crisis end? Years back it doesn't seem to affect me that much because i was still schooling back den. Now it does. I have not been shopping for a few months now. =( Doesn't matter, i've gained weight pun so it's not necessary to get any new clothings.

Bubba's ride

Rumah macam dalam cerita Madu Tiga.. hehehe.

Argghhhh! I knew it this will happen after my phone was sent in to the service centre. That is why i never trust service centre because once you sent it in, there will surely be other problems occur after you collect back your phone. So never send your phone for servicing! This is so frustating! Anyways, can't wait for a movie date with Bubba later.

Hugs N Kisses

Lina Delilah

He's just not that into you!

2009-02-27T00:55:00.001+08:00

It was a great movie i must say. The movie that i've been waiting and dying to watch since early last year. FINALLY! I watched it last friday with Bubba of course. I love gigi's and Alex's scene!

Gigi: Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
Gigi: I would rather be like that, then be like you.
Alex: Excuse me? What's that supposed to mean?
Gigi: I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.

That is the part where gigi's thot that Alex likes her because of the signs that Alex has been giving. So when she was hauling her body to his, he did not seem to want to make it happen.

Gigi: A wise person once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it happen, no matter what.

I find it's true. If he wants you, he will make it happen, no matter what. If a guy doesn't give a s*** about you means he's just not that into you.

Anyways, Ali, my bestfriend msn-ed me.

[ ThE OnE ] says:
eh aku suka lagu baru kau
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
lagu yg mana?
[ ThE OnE ] says:
the fear
[ ThE OnE ] says:
dgn lagu dia ngan Common
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
hehhe... thanks for the support eh ali
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
please keep on supporting me
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
hahaha
[ ThE OnE ] says:
kau dah ade bestfren baru tk layan aku lagi ah
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
bestfriend aku? sape?
[ ThE OnE ] says:
LiLo
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
Hahhaha.... aku masih layan kau per... aku da popular aku tk lupa bestfriend tau
[ ThE OnE ] says:
yelah tu
[ ThE OnE ] says:
pfft

Hahahahha! Till today he still calls me Lily Allen. It's been like a year!

ps: Next post on Kampung Buangkok!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Sakura Buangkok

2009-02-26T15:40:00.003+08:00

Lately, i've been on the net 24/7. Apa tak? Da tak keja katakan. LOL! It can be boring but at the same time it's fun not doing anything. hah! I've been wanting to do some baking but i'm so lazy to get the things. Heee... The only time i went out was after Bubba knocked off from work. The other day, i think it was last week. Bubba and i had supper at Sakura Buangkok but we had buffet. It's cheap. It's about $18 per person and we ate alot! It's not dinner but supper!! haha!

I seriously dislike the Tea. It was so thick and pahit even after i put 3 packets of sugar! We ordered Sweet & Sour Fish, Thai Sauce Chicken, Chicken Tom Yam, Kangkong Belacan, Hotplate Beancurd, Hotplate Deng Deng Fried Rice, Hotplate Spicy Prawns and Oat Prawns. You can order more if you want to but both me and Bubba was so full that we can hardly walk. The supper buffet is only from 12am to 3am. It's located at Hougang Ave 8, around buangkok mrt.

Hotplate Dengdeng Fried Rice - $6 - ALOT! It's like a mountain.

Hotplate Beancurd - $8

Thai Sauce Chicken - $8

Hotplate Spicy Prawns - $12

Oat Prawns - $12

Sweet & Sour Fish - $8

Kangkong Belacan - $6

Tom Yam - $8

So total = $68 without service charge and GST but Bubba and i paid below $40 after service charge and GST. How cheap???! Hahaha. For the buffet, one person is entitled to 6 prawns but i had 12 prawns caused Bubba is allergy to them so i ate it all. Haha! Now Bubba is very strict with me and told me i can't have prawns, crabs and maggi at the moment as i had way too much last week.

You have to finish every single food you ordered as they will charge you wastage fee if you don't. So Bubba and i ate everything. Hahaha! Bloated! But it's worth the money!

The next day after the Buffet, we went to Swensen's for desserts. I love the drink! I totally forget what it's called. heh.

Bubba got me a cute card with all the nice wordings that i actually broke down reading it. It was just lovely. And we talked about the 1st time he heard about me was mid october last year and since den he's been "waiting" for me. haha! I ordered a Ben 10 cake for Aimin's (Bubba's lil cousin) 5th birthday from Malmas and Ariff's Geylang United Jeysey with his name and his jersey number birthday cake from Simply. I can't wait to try both cakes! Will upload the pictures of the cake once i collect it on the 7th and 20th respectively. Bubba and i plan for a picnic this sat but it's been raining cats and dogs lately. But we'll be having a movie marathon. We gonna watch 3 movies in a day. I wanna watch some dvds. My eyes are tired from looking at the laptop screen 24/7. Toodles!

ps: next post will be on 'he's just not that into you'!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

food freak? heh

2009-02-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

I'm trying to lose weight badly! Hah! I've been saying it on every post i guess. But still, i'm not doing anything about it. I'm going to jog first thing tomorrow morning. I have to get my body use to it again. I've stopped exercising and started eating. So it's not balance you see. i'm going to hit the gym next week. I miss that place sooooooo much. I have so many things to update. From the buffet supper to the visit to Kampung Buangkok to Cheap Chili Crabs to Pizza hut to Pastamania to watching 'He's just not that into you' etc.

Mccallum Street has one of the nicest rojak! I had it for lunch a week back. Simply delicious!

Last 2 fridays, Bubba and i had lunch at Geylang. We wanted to have lunch at my fav Jong Ann Restaurant but it was closed! Can you believe it that the chicken rice stall is no longer there. Arggghhh! So Bubba took me to Joo Chait to have the popular Nasi Ambeng. I bumped into Huda! It was sooooo nice to see you there! =) Bubba had Chicken Nasi Ambeng while i had Daging Nasi Ambeng. I think that it's quite cheap with the amount of food. It cost $4 each. Even Taufik Batisah and Hady Mirza had tried the Nasi Ambeng. The rendang is soft and you can taste the delicious rencah. Yummy!

After watching movie, we went to have beancurd for supper. It was nearly midnight but the place was so packed with alot of people. We couldn't get a place to sit so we decided to ta-pao. We had the beancurd at Sengkang Community Centre carpark. Romantic ok! haha! The beancurd is sweet and it's much nicer to eat it with the char kuey but it can get really really muak if you eat alot! Just a moderation portion will be enough.

On V-day met up with Bubba's friends. We had early dinner at Ehub Pastamania. The food was so so to me but i kinda like the pizza that we ordered. The pasta i had was abit sour-ish maybe it's meant to be sour? hah! I don't know. The food is just not up to my expectation. heh!

The other day, i was craving for Crabs. Since Bubba is allergic to crabs, i tapao it back home. We went to As-Shalihin (i hope i got the spelling right) in Hougang since i heard that it's nice and some more it's cheap. 4 crabs for $20. It's the place where i first met Bubba's parents and his aunt and uncle. heeeeeee. The crabs shell are very soft, it's so easy to break it using your teeth. The gravy tasted just right. It's abit oily but you people have to try it, i can't explain the delicious-ness.

Last friday was my last day of work so i decided to bake cupcakes for my colleagues. I've tried a new recipe and it turned out fine. I know it's abit sweet but still. haha! Nutella Frosting Vanilla Cupcakes. Huhuhu. I love nutella! Fav you! I want to try baking Red Velvet Cake but it involves Salt and Vinegar. I will start to panic when those ingredients are involved. The recipe are not in grams but like 1/2 cup. How big should the cup be and all?

Last weekend we went to our 1st wedding together. hah! And more weddings to come. heh. And it's nearer and nearer. insyaALLAH. Ameen. =D After the wedding, we got changed to meet his friends before both of us went to have dinner at i forget the place.

Couple wear! Hahahaha! Even Bubba's mom commented on our slippers. heeeee. I had a talk with Bubba and it touches me when he said something like 'you are the person that i am weak at and at the same time i am strong with'

I know the song is jiwang but it's an old song and i love it. Bayang Gurauan By Mega. I went to see the Rock Concert with Bubba, rahmat sang this song and it reminds me of the good ol' days when i used to sing it selalu.

andai diberikan emas permata

ku pilih senyumanmu

andai kupunyai mahligai indah

ku hadiahkan untuk mu

dalam berjuta bintang berkelipan

kau bagaikan kejora

antara ribuan mata menikam

takkan kubiarkan kau tenggelam

Can anyone tell me what is the meaning of Kejora? I've tried to google the meaning but i just can't find it. Weird! This is a very long entry. Wait for my next long entry on Kampung Buangkok, Pizza hut, Sakura Buangkok, Swensens(again) etc. Heh! Oh and i will update in 'He's just not that into you' too!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

homepage

2009-02-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

Check out bubba's and my homepage. CUTEKAN?! Hehehehe. I'm baking, on the phone with Bubba and blogging. Multi tasking. Girls are best at this. Erm... sometimes, not really. OK got to go. I need to continue baking!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

ps: im watching 'he's just not that into you' tomorrow. I can't wait and it's my last day of work tomorrow.

i love you more each day

2009-02-14T14:09:00.005+08:00

I'm waiting for Bubba to pick me up later at 4pm. No, we are not going to celebrate Valentine's. That is sooooo wrong. Both of us believe that we don't need today to show our love for one another. Our love for each other is every single day, every single hour, every single minute and every single second. I bet today every girl will be holding red roses but not me, i will be holding him in my arms. hah! So mushy! Whatever la Lina! LOL! We're going to celebrate his friend's birthday today at pastamania.

Alhamdulillah. Really bersyukur that he entered my life. =D

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

My only weakness is you, only reason with you
Every minute with you I feel like i can do anything.

I love you Muhamad Isuandi. =D

I love watching Jon and Kate Plus 8. How many times must i repeat it? haha! Their lil son Collin before going to the train museum/station, kissed and hugged his sextuplets and said to one of them 'i have to kiss and hug you so that you don't cry' How cute is that??! A very caring boy towards his siblings.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Teriyaki Chicken Spaghetti

2009-02-13T13:00:00.001+08:00

The last time i updated my blog was 5 days ago. Been busy and lazy to update. hehe. Bubba and i had dinner at swensens and i tried the new Teriyaki Chicken Spaghetti. Super enak deh!! Must try! I love the teriyaki chicken. We ordered deep fried mushrooms and Bubba ordered his sandwich meal.

I bought Shepherd Pie at The Royals. DELICIOUS! The pie have no base. The meat just tasted great and the potato is very ful-filling!

I was craving for Penang Asam Laksa and so i found out about Juzz Penang at Hougang Point. It taste sour-ish and at the same time it's really spicy. But i really2 love it!

I love watching Jon and Kate Plus 8. Their childrens are so cute especially the sextuplets. I have no idea how much i love childrens. Mereka pintar deh! Smart lil childrens.

The oldest twins names are Madelyn Kate and Cara Nicole. The Sextuplets names are Alexis Faith, Hannah Joy, Leah Hope, Aaden Jonathan, Collin Thomas and Joel Kevin. SWEET! I have to get ready now. Bubba will be fetching me in half an hour time i supposed after his friday prayers. Can't wait for June. Bubba and i will have our 1st overseas trip ever. We're going to Bangkok! =)

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

charity fiesta

2009-02-08T21:00:00.001+08:00

One thing i dislike about being a lady is having Menstrual Cramps. It hurts! Grrrrrrr! Anyways, i had my grilled mushrooms at Al-Majlis. hehe.

Half a dozen cost $7.00.

Bubba ordered for me Bukhari(?) chicken and himself crispy chicken(?) i totally forget what's the name of our meal that we had. hehe. But it was nice. Very!

Bubba got this at a dollar. It's very delicious. Makcik tak lokek daging!!! haha! Bought it at the coffee shop at Mccallum Street.

On friday before going for the Charity Fiesta, Bubba and i had dinner at Siam Kitchen. I love my extra spicy tom yam. SUPERB! But of course the tom yam i had at Thailand was wayyyyyyyyyy better. heh.

Bubba had Seabass bla bla. No idea what it's call. We ordered Chicken Wings and the crispy money no idea. Haha. Nice food, nice food. After dinner, we walked to Woodlands Stadium. I'm going to comment on the whole fiesta thingy. Personally to me it's kinda boring. The sound systems wasn't that good. The whole match thingy was supposed to be fun watching but i just find it boring except when sheikh haikal's got in the field. Hady Mirza left half way of the whole fiesta thingy. We left even before the whole fiesta end. It can surely be improved. I've noticed that Singaporean Artistes are kinda stuck up. Please la if they are international artistes i don't even care if they want to be arrogant, stuck up or whatever you want to call it. They are just SINGAPOREAN artistes and they are very FAR from all the internationals. But what can i say right? Manusia kalau naik sikit je dia punya berlagak minta ampun! When we commented on something like this they say that singaporean fans supports internationals more den them. But should we even support stuck up ones? hahhha. What do i even bother blogging about this. heh.

Is it hot or is it just me? LOL! (Bubba's fav line.. haha!)

The curious case of Benjamin Button was great tho thru out the movie i did fall asleep a few times. hah! It has nothing to do with the movie. It's just me. How can i not fall asleep when my boyfriend shoulder is very comfortable. haha!

Yesterday was my parents dear 27th Anniversary! We had steamboat for dinner and mummy dear cooked really good subsuka. Bubba had a couple of servings and i think he liked it.

And Bubba took a picture of himself in a meeting room while having a meeting with the big people. pfft. So him! haha.

I LOVE YOU MUHAMAD ISUANDI =)

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

3 in 1

2009-02-03T21:56:00.010+08:00

I did say that i want to go on a diet right? But guess what, i have a very big appetite nowadays. If i could eat everything, i would! HAHAHAHA! Ok kidding! The night before, Bubba and i had dinner over at Pasir Ris Town Park. We had Sate Burger! YUMMY! The 1st time i ate the burger was during the fasting month. They sold it at the Geylang Bazaar. We ordered Sate Chicken Wings and also setengah ekor Arnold Chicken. Hehe. I had Chicken Sate Burger while Bubba had Beef Sate Burger. Go grab it! It's located next to whitesand. Over at that place we can do fishing and i want to do prawn fishing with Bubba one day. I bet it's gonna be fun. heh!

Both Bubba and i don't really like the Sate Chicken Wings. It doesn't taste as nice as the Burgers. Honestly, both of us think that it's taste-less but still edible. If i were to pick between Jimmy Yummy and this Sate Burger, i would definitely pick Sate Burger cause it's tender and juicy. Anyways, the burgers are bigger den Burger King's Mushroom Swiss. Bk's Burgers are shrinking!!

Moving on. Yesterday, we had dinner at Eighteen Chefs. I've been wanting to eat there for a very long time eversince i heard about the restaurant. I'm glad i did and i love every single thing about their food. I love the environment, it's comfortable and it's a very relaxing place to dine. I had Chicken Slices and Mushrooms Cheese Baked Rice with Black Pepper Sauce while Bubba had Beef and Mushrooms Cheese Baked Rice with Creamy White Sauce. We chose Bolognaise Cheese Fries as our side dish (A MUST try!). I ordered Frozen Black (Root Beer Choco Ice Cream and Fudge) while Bubba ordered Banana Kick (Fresh Banana Milkshake with Vanilla Ice Cream). Do visit them at Simei Eastpoint and they just launched another outlet at Fusionpolis. Oh and their menu is on every table. Cool-ness! I will DEFINITELY come back for another round there. =)

The link to eighteen chefs website: http://www.eighteenchefs.com/

Ok enough about food. Amanah Nusa Indah (ANI) is holding Charity Fiesta Celebrities & Football Stars and I'M GOING! hah! Bubba actually wanted to surprise me with the tickets but eventually i found out about the surprise. I can't wait cause finally i'm get to see Hady Mirza. Hahaha! Bubba called him a Cicak. Pfft!

Performances by Jatt Ali, Ministry of Rock, Fuad Ahmad, Tarian by Tepak Sireh, Silat by Persisi, Imran Ajmain, Syed Azmir and Ahli Fiqir.

Celebrities & Football Stars playing are Fandi Ahmad, Aide Iskandar, Hady Mirza, Malek Awab, Bashir Khan, Nazri Nasir, Rafi Ali, Rezal Hassan, Dollah Kassim, Samad Ali Pitchay, Hasnim Harun, Sawadimata Dasuki, Hasrin Jailani, Samawira Basri, Zulkarnaen Zainal, Razali Saat, Zakaria Awang Hasly Ibrahim, Subramani, Sasikumar, Daly (Ahli fikir), Sheikh Heikel, Aaron Aziz, Adeep- Fabulous Cat, Syed Azmir, Khairuddin Samsuddin, Bobo (Mat Yoyo), Shahrin Azhar, Fazli, Elfie, Hasnol and Anis-VIP

Informations above are taken from http://www.ani.com.sg/

Last saturday, Bubba and i went to Republic Poly to watch this rock Malay concert. I'm glad Bubba enjoyed himself. =D We're gonna catch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button this Friday after the Charity Fiesta. We heard great reviews about the movie so it's a must watch for us!

And not to forget, i had fun with my colleagues just sitting down and relaxing at Arab Street. We should do it again. Karaoke end of the month? heh.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

food?

2009-01-31T12:02:00.009+08:00

I've gained weight and I mean it!! I can not longer fit into my size S or M. Most of my clothes are of that size. Now that i can no longer fit in, i have to wear those used to be big clothes of mine which i can fit slightly perfectly now. pfft! That's how fat i am now. Anith!! Can pass me the Sun Slim thingy? hehe. Thanks. I have so many things to update.

Last 2 fridays before the CNY holiday. I bought a heart shape cookies at Starbucks and put it on Bubba's table while he went off for Friday Prayers. He has a messy workdesk.

On i have no idea which day, we had dinner at Tang Tea House since i was craving for Chinese food. I love the 2nd last food. I have no idea what the name is but it has got something to do with Thai sause. Love it! Too bad Bubba can't have a taste of it since he's allergic to prawns. Basically all the food there are nice. I will surely come back for more but i will eat moderation since i am on diet. hehe. I'm not going to lantak like i used too. hehe.

The night before i left for Batam, we had dinner at Garuda with the Dx crew. It's a buffet dinner which cost about $28++ per person and we can eat all we want but if there's a wastage we will have to pay the food by ala carte price. This is my 1st time eating at Garuda and i'm not disappointed with the food at all except for the Sayur Asem which was not up to my standard. haha! Sayur Asem at Ayam Penyet Ria is still the best! Since next week is my parents 26/27 years wedding anniversary, i might just bring them here to eat. It's cheap and we can eat till we drop but not for me tho. I'm on a diet remember? haha!

Finally, after so long i got my rukku shoes wheel. I have yet to use it as i don't have time to fix that thing yet. Maybe next week or something when i have the time. heeeee.

Since i'm trying to lose some weight, Bubba is very supportive of it and bought us a running shoes from Adidas so that we can go for a jog together. I'm in love with the shoes caused it's red and light. I can't wait to start jogging! Ok maybe for a start just some fast walk. hah! I dislike exercising. It's very tiring la! I better get going. Need to get ready as Bubba gonna be here in a few mins time. hah!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Batam

2009-01-28T23:57:00.006+08:00

I'm back from batam. Got stuck for a few hours before we managed to get our ferry back home. I only reached home at 10 plus nearly 11 at night. It was a very tiring trip. I dragged myself to work today. I'm glad i took leave tomorrow so i can rest the whole day before Bubba knocks off from work. The batam trip was ok. I didn't get to buy alot of things there but i got to ride my go kart. hah! And eat my cabe hijau. Enak banget deh. And of course the all time fav, ROJAK GENDUT. If you guys make a trip to Batam, go to the popular tourism bridge and look for Rojak Gendut. The only Rojak Gendut there, the rest are rojak giling. Lunch at Puti Bungsu was superb! I had my cabe hijau. Super delicious! But Bubba warned me not to have so much as i've been having tummy pain since last week. It's located next to Puri Garden Hotel.

Last week, Tasha (Bubba's sister) had a chalet and invited me over. His family was already there by the time we reached. Finally, i get to meet Baby Aris (i think this is the spelling... hehe)

Aimin

Baby Aris

Before the CNY holiday, we celebrated the Jan babies birthday. I hope they like it tho. And we got Hong Bao from our Managing Director. GREAT!

I keep on dreaming of someone. Someone whom i am very close to back den in year 2000. Nurul Hidayah Binte M. Yatim or better known as Dyk. A year has passed and we are still not contacting each other. Deep down, i still do wish that things between us could get better. All of us are growing up. We should be able to forgive our past mistakes. I'm not shy to say that i miss you D! In case, if you or kynn want to buzz me up. My number and email address still remain the same.

I just knew that Salam came back to Singapore for a few days while i was in Batam. Tak bilang-bilang eh. Next time Salam, let me know if you are coming back here. It's been so long since i last chatted with Helmi and Shahir. It's good to talk to them again.

TO SHAHIR: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. Moga dimurahkan rekezi, ditemukan jodoh and may ALLAH SWT bless you and your loved ones. Wish you all the best.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Away

2009-01-25T03:40:00.002+08:00

Bubba got caught on the road. Sheeessshhh! Those People (Good DOGS) HAHA! have nothing better to do. Since Chinese New Year is here, they are everywhere on the road and of course with their already found victim and more to come i predict since the double money package will be given to us in March. I think 1 victim they will have a commission of $500. So if they caught 5 people in a day = $2500. Madness!! haha! But den again, it's their job. At times, i do pity them. They are just doing their job but the public curse them. Tapikan lagi kesian Bubba i. I don't care about Those People. I only care about my Bubba.

In 5 hours time, i will be going to Batam. I'm having a heavy heart because i will be away from Bubba for 72 hours. We have never been apart for more den 12 hours. I should get some sleep now. Grrrrrr....

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

INKHEART

2009-01-24T11:30:00.003+08:00

I had dinner at Jimmy Yummy the other day but i was abit disappointed. I ordered Yummy Cheeseburger. It's not that it doesn't taste nice but the size and juicy-ness are not what i expected. Saya mau yang gedek deh. heh! Bubba bought the steak. It was oklah. Bubba asked me "Do you still want to come back for the food?" I replied a no. Heh.

I bought Yusheng at Garuda Padang and it does taste nice. It does feel Chinese New Year to me. Hehe. I love the colorfulness of the Yusheng. Now i feel like eating Indian sweets. heh. =p

Anyways, i love my Bubba in his office attire. haha. He just looks good in it.

and i snapped 2 pictures of him while waiting for him.

I'm waiting for Bubba to pick me up. We gonna have my phone repair and dinner with his car club in the evening. His mummy cina (godmother) invite us over for CNY celebration next saturday.

Bubba and i watched Inkheart yesterday. I have no idea how to describe the movie but it was a great movie i must say. I love it from the beginning to the ending. I'm waiting for 'He's just not that into you', 'The confessions of a shopaholic' and 'Bride Wars' Arrggghhh! My kinda movie. Heh.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

ps: i'm going to batam tomorrow and will be back on tuesday.

=(

2009-01-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

My Sony E C902 that i just bought for like $800++ 3 months back is acting like *toot*!! I can't receive or make any smses. I thot of blogging a very long post today but i don't have the mood to. Blame the handphone. ARGHH! This is so irritating. Sony Ericsson are supposed to be good but WHAT'S HAPPENING????? Their phones are getting from bad to worst? I've been their loyal customer and been using sony e for ages. There goes ALL MY MESSAGES! I keep them for memories sake but just not meant to be kept i guess. Now i have to clear my phone and transfer all my contacts again. I don't believe in servicing my phone cause it will just get worst. Might as well get a new one but den again why not for once i try it.

coach

2009-01-16T23:28:00.005+08:00

I'm waiting for Bubba to pick me up so here i am blogging. We going off to JB for awhile. =D

I bought myself a Coach Bag like AGAIN! I'm so excited. The best part is i be paying $350 for the bag. It was brought in from US. 3 collections in total. But Bubba said i'm not allowed to get another bag in the next 3 years. Hahaha. We will have to see about it tho.

My purpose for blogging today: I WILL BE CHANGING MY BLOG LINK because people been telling other people about my friend's privacy. He must be a silent reader alright but never admit to it. How childish! It's not wrong being a silent reader but he update the others and when they asked the owner, pointed at him caused it's him who told them but he act as if it wasn't him. You know what i'm trying to say? HAHA! Ok nevermind. To this person: You are a nice guy but the thing is you never admit to your mistakes. To you everyone is wrong but you the only person who are right. To you everyone is childish and you are matured but do you know that to everyone, you are childish? Don't keep telling everyone to change when you are not yourself. Don't be so full of yourself. Ingat apa yang kita ada didunia hanyalah pinjaman ALLAH SWT sahaja. Bila-bila masa DIA boleh tarik balik apa yang kita miliki.

Next: Bubba used to be my silent reader. He will update himself about me thru my blog. From single, being attached to Bam and being single again. He has that bit feelings for me on my first or second day of work and it grow every single day but he stopped himself from liking me any further as i was already attached back den. Haha. He will always curi-curi tengok at work. There was this one particular day that we bumped into each other, he smiled and said Hi. And the story about us continues..... =)

I have so many plans planned out. I'm taking a nap for awhile.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

pissed!

2009-01-13T21:24:00.005+08:00

Ok! I'm so pissed off! My big sister got a text from someone in Schenker and asked if he can get to know me. Like seriously, what's up with him or them? He should be able to know that i used to be with one of his friend/colleague. Mustahil la if he said he don't! Now that i'm no longer with his friend/colleague, it's his turn to get me? FAT HOPE! Now i'm having doubts about the whole thing. I wonder if my relationship with his friend/colleague was even real. Bam must have told them that we are no longer together and now this guy wants to be part of my life. GOSH! I got my sister to reply him "Dia da attached. Da nak tunang pun" means "She's already attached and will get engage soon" insyaALLAH. Ameen. Hehehehee. And NO, not anytime soon. Anyways, i'm not the type of girl that guys can pass around. I'm out!

And ohhh, i've been receiving alot of missed calls from a private number. It's been going on since a few weeks back. A day or two ago, i received twice at 7 in the morning and 12 noon. I wonder who might it be. I might just change my number. =D

Syukur Alhamdulillah with what i have now. =D

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

superhuman

2009-01-11T17:14:00.004+08:00

Basically everyone told me to save up my money. haha! Will do it soon after i settle some of my bills. My grandparents told my parents that they want to see me kahwin right after my big brother and big sister wedding. Not that soon but insyaALLAH.

My daddy dear da keluar hospital pun. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Today before i went out for my driving, we had some family talk and mummy dear told me that my wan (granny) wants me to get engaged this year. LOL! Of course i rejected that idea. hah. It was funny. I just pray for the better. InsyaALLAH everything will go as planned. Ameen. =D

Weak

I have been crying and crying for weeks

How’d I survive when I can barely speak

Barely eat

On my knees

But that’s the moment you came to me

I don’t know what your love has done to me

Think I’m invincible you see

Through the me

I used to be

You changed my whole life

Don’t know what your doing to me with your love

I’m feeling all Superhuman

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Superhuman

Strong

Since I’ve been flying and righting the wrongs

Feels almost like i had it all along

I can see tomorrow

But every problem is gone because

I flew everywhere with love inside of me

It’s unbelievable to see

How love could set me free

You changed my whole life

Don’t know what your doing to me with your love

I’m feeling all Superhuman

You did that to me

Superhuman heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Superhuman

Its not a bird

Not a plane

Its my heart and its gonna go away

My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with you I feel like I can do

Anything

Going going I’m going away

In love

You changed my whole life

Don’t know what your doing to me with your love

I’m feeling all Superhuman

You did that to me

Superhuman heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Superhuman

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Daddy dear!

2009-01-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

My daddy dear got admitted to the hospital for a few days now. Doctor found 3 stones in his stomach. Now they need to check his lungs pulak. He will be going for scanning again and i hope we will get good news from the result. InsyaALLAH!

I've been busy and tired lately. After work, i went straight to the hospital and back home basically everyday. It was all good. Thank god, Bubba have always been by my side.

Ok. I better get going. It's 4 in the morning and i have a longgg day tomorrow.

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina Delilah

Bubba's Birthday Celebration

2009-01-04T23:59:00.005+08:00

I just love where my life is heading right now. Alhamdulillah. InsyaALLAH it will stay this way. Ameen. I hope Bubba had a great and memorable 25th Birthday celebration. I didn't get him anything but all i did for him was baked him some muffins/cupcakes whatever you want to call it and treat him to dinner at Carousel Royal Plaza. I've made arrangement with one of the staff to gather his colleagues and sang a birthday song for Bubba. It was beautiful! We got the honour to be the 1st on the list for them to sing a birthday song. Even the person who lead us to our table, went behind Bubba and said to me "He's the birthday boy?" I love the service that was given to us. I baked him some cupcakes and put it on his desk when he went out for Friday Prayers. hehe. If you guys are wondering, we are working in the same office. teehee!

Here's the link:

http://theyosquad.multiply.com/video/item/30/yayos_belated.avi

The song goes: La la la la la lala la Your birthday baby,

we gonna make it right,

we gonna celebrate until you feel alright

and you are my sweet babbyy,

Carousel wish yoouu Happy Birthday!

The celebration with his friends were great. We went karaoke-ing (of course i don't sing.. haha!) and late dinner at Tang Tea House. It was well-spent. He sang our song 'Tercipta Untukku' =D

Here's the link: http://theyosquad.multiply.com/video/item/32/

And today, i followed him, his family, his nenek, aunts and uncles for lunch cum his belated birthday celebration. It was lovely. =D

Bubba's ride

With his friends on NYE

While waiting for him to finish Sembayang Asar.
The hill that he lead me so that i can see the fireworks. Our memories. =)

menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
-> seeing the beauty of the smile on your face
membuat ku terdiam dan tepaku
-> leaves me speechless and stupefied
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
-> realizing the presence of a most beautiful love
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
-> the moment you caress my body
banyak kata
-> many words
yang tk mampu ku ungkapkan
-> (which) i am unable to express
kepada dirimu
-> to you

aku ingin engkau slalu
-> i want you always
hadir dan temani aku
-> present and accompanying me
di setiap langkah
-> at every step (in life)
yang meyakiniku
-> which assures me
kau tercipta untukku
-> you were created for me
aku ingin engkau slalu
-> i want you always
hadir dan temani aku
-> present and accompanying me
disetiap langkah
-> at every step
yang meyakini ku
-> which assures me
kau tercipta untukku
-> you were created for me
meski waktu akan mampu
-> despite time will be able
memanggil sluruh ragaku
-> to summon my entire being
ku ingin kau tahu
-> i want you to know
ku slalu milikmu
-> i'm always yours
yang mencntaimu
-> who loves you
sepanjang hidupku
-> my life long

Rossa part:
Sungguh hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai
dan sungguh ku kan disisimu hingga ku mati

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Happy Birthday

2009-01-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO BUBBA!

May all his wishes comes true and May ALLAH SWT bless him and his loved ones. InsyaALLAH.

Had his birthday lunch celebration with his family earlier in the day. Be celebrating it later after work with his friends and our own private celebration on Saturday after going to my cousin's engagement. I've booked some place for us and tho it's just a simple celebration from me, i hope he likes it. I'm not going to reveal anything because i know he might just drop by and read my blog. heeeeeeee. Darling, if you happen to read this. Happy Birthday again. hehe. =D

Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! It's a new beginning for me and i hope this last. InsyaALLAH.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Bubba

2009-01-01T02:54:00.002+08:00

My "Mr Patrick Star" shall now be called Bubba. Haha! The term "bubba" may also be taken to mean one who is a "good ol' boy" Bubba has also developed into a proper noun, used as a term of endearment, to describe someone who is especially lovable, adorable, etc. So Bubba (pronounced as Boo-Bah) it is! At last! LOL!I'm glad i have a very understanding Bubba. =)

NYE this year, i was with Bubba and his friends. We had dinner, catched a movie and rushed to catch the fireworks. We didn't managed to reach our destination in time but Bubba stopped somewhere near a mosque. We didn't get to see anything BUT Bubba took my hand and lead me up to this hill just outside the mosque. We managed to catched a glimpse and just beside the mosque was price-less. It was nice and peaceful kat atas tu bukit. hehe. Bubba apologised and said that he tried his best to let me catch the fireworks. I know he did. He really wanted me to see the fireworks.

I'm not going to update much anymore. Happy New Year everyone!

Hugs N Kisses,
LIna Delilah

breakouts?

2008-12-28T14:19:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why nowadays i've been having breakouts! Ok. I know Miss Red is coming but i don't usual have breakouts even when Miss Red is around the corner. I don't have flawless face anymore. boohoo! I drank alot of plain water hokay! But why oh why?! What should i do now? Hmmm.......

I've gained weight because my own "Mr Patrick Star" *haha* keep on feeding me. I will call him that until i think of another name. Anyways, a new beginning for me "again" =p

I need to get ready. Im going out to Aunt's place to eat. Told her to cook something. haha! I bet she will cook something nice. GREAT!!!!! *macam rumah takde makan gitu* This is what i called the family bonding. =D

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T22:55:00.003+08:00

Driving is so tiring. I was having a hard time yesterday and today with my instructor. He's really getting on my nerves. argghhh!

Yesterday, i met the Schenker Youngsters and we chilled somewhere nearby. It was great meeting up Paul, Helmi, Shahir and Salam. It's been so long since we last catch up. Schenker trip this tuesday i guess during lunch time.

I have so much to blog about but i'm just plain lazy to do so. S.I.N dinner and nights out tomorrow. Can't wait to dress up real nice. It's been so long since i do that. =D

Anyways, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

mad

2008-12-24T18:54:00.003+08:00

I'm tired, sleepy, having a terrible headache, flu and i'm not in the mood right now. Don't ask me why i'm not in the mood. I'm just mad at certain things. PERIOD!

Sentosa

2008-12-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

I'm back from Malaysia but i'm sick. The headache, flu and cough is killing me. Ok not! hah! I was out the whole week except for today that i decided to have a rest since i'm not feeling too well and i have to work tomorrow. I had a wonderful week tho the whole family kept on mentioning Bam's name. I didn't mention anything about Bam to my parents but i think they must have known by now. It's all cool. I might be meeting him this tues to get my things from him but i have no idea if i should meet him alone or bring someone along with me.

I'm not going to update much about what happened lately but Syukur Alhamdulilah, everything's good so far.

I was on leave on Friday and so we went out to Sentosa. I went to the airport for awhile to get my cheque. I had real fun time with my siblings, her fiance and his nephew, Ilham. I love kiddos! The best way of enjoying life is having them around. Tho kids can get abit or maybe very annoying but still without them around us, life can be very meaning-less. For example last week, my nearly 2 years old niece was saying to her grandma cause she was talking to us about babies.

Aleesya: Adik baby, nenek. Adik baby. *i thot it was cute and funny.. heh*

And there was once her 3 plus years old sister did something and i told Aleesya to said 'Ahhhyoooo' to her sister and she goes...

Aleesya: Ahhhhyoooo kakak. *with her face expression*

Funny kid! Her 5 years old brother can get very annoying but he's the apple of my eye. The family knows that. He will always be the first person i looked for or called out for everytime i see his family around. Ok back to the Sentosa trip. SHOUTOUT TO HUDA! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ENTRY. APPRECIATE IT ALOT AND I MISS YOU! Cit and Nura too. When are we girls meeting up? I had fun over at Sentosa. Let the pictures do the talking.

Yesterday, i woke up at 5 in the morning. It was tiring since the night before i went to bed at 1am. My grandparents had a sleepover at my place on Friday. Tho i'm not really close to them but having them close with me was great. The only grandparents i have left. Okay, the trip was fun too tho at times i seriously can't wait to get back here. It was soooo hot and humid there. I bought alot of food but i barely eat them. I had my Kenny Rogers Mac N Cheese since i've been craving for it for like a year plus now. FINALLY!!!! Dinner time, my parents and grandparents forced me to eat some rice but i didn't. heh. So i just had ikan bakar for dinner. I just bought myself slippers while i'm there. There's nothing to buy. I can't find any nice clothes or pants or dress and i was abit frustrated. Not my taste at all. I need to shop badly!

When i got home with alot of food. My brother said this to mummy dear.

Bro: Ina ni beli makan macam-macam, banyak pulak tu. Abih makannya tidak. Rasa sikit pastu da kenyang. Membazir seh.
Mummy: Dia memang. Selalu macam gitu. Makan sikit je da kenyang. Apa yang dia makan pun tak tau.

Jellyfish!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

be back on sunday

2008-12-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

I've been abit busy this week with plans. Shopping, spending quality time with the family and =D. heh! I'm going off to Malaysia tomorrow. So i will update on Sunday instead with pictures.

Might be meeting Bam sometime next week to get my stuffs back. 2 days of crying was enough. I realised it doesn't affect me that much. Let it go and look forward. =)

Be back on Sunday!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

what a great monday to start the week.

2008-12-15T23:23:00.006+08:00

I was out the whole day. I went to visit my sick aunt at the hospital. I just had to play with the oxygen thingy and the hospital bed. hah! I was laughing the whole day. That's a good sign. =) I can be quite a joker but only to my family and close friends. They know how crazy i can get. In the ward, there's this disable lady and i waved at her. My cousin was like 'What the hell are you doing?' Haha! Then the kids came, they brighten up my day even more. I love those kiddos tho they can get really annoying still never fail to make me laugh out loud.

I reached home and out again since future brother-in-law wanted to treat us for dinner. I couldn't eat much but Mummy dear forced me to eat. So i had a small bowl of shark fins, 1 small piece of sweet and sour chicken, a slice of i don't know what fish and 1 butter prawn. I just don't feel hungry nowadays. Wati knows i usually ate alot so it was kinda weird seeing me not hungry. His nephews and niece came too and i played catching with them. And i asked them this "Is Kakak Lina pretty?" HAHAHAHAHA. They replied "Yes, Kakak Lina Pretty" LOL! Stop it eh Lina! They are soooo cute! Geeezz! I love kids! Their gelagat can make us forget our problems. =)

Better catch some sleep. Back to work.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

she said no, happily never after
that just ain't for me because finally
i know i deserve better after all
i'll never let another teardrop fall

he called

2008-12-15T08:48:00.003+08:00

Bam texted me but i didn't reply. He den called me but i just had to answer it.

Him: you kat mana?

Me: Kat rumah.

Him: you kat rumah? tak pergi keja?

Me: tak ah. i'm not feeling well.

Him: you da pergi jumpa doctor?

Me: tak ah.

Him: pergilah b, makan ubat.

Me: tak ah. tengok.

and some personal conversations that can't be shared. I just feel there's no point for this conversations. He shouldn't have text or call me so that i can heal fast. But syukur alhamdulillah i managed to stay calm during the conversations.

I was able to get some sleep when i called my manager to tell him i'm not coming but i can't now after Bam called. Trust me, i wasn't even feeling happy when he called. I'm tired but since i can't continue my sleep, i better continue reading my quran. My tummy decides to misbahave today. No it's not passing motion nor miss red and if i was told to eat, i'm sorry i just don't have the appetite. I can't sleep either. I'm so wasted.

life goes on

2008-12-14T16:16:00.001+08:00

I woke up today with a sucky feeling. I wish i could just sleep and never wake up to feel this way. I know many are caring towards me and has been giving me advices. My big brother asked me why i cried but the fact that i can't say anything to the family really hurts me. I have to bear this alone, i have to keep this to myself. I have to cry alone and can't share my sadness to anyone. I pray to God for strength cause that's what i need the most now.

sedih dn lupe itu adalah satu nikmat bg manusia

nie 2 bende adelah sifat

sifat yg d beri kpd manusia

tp di dlmnye de nikmat yg sgt besar peranan nye dlm keHidpan seharian manusia

kdgkala kite tak teringat tentang bende nie

nikmat de tk lah brape besar

cume tanpa tu dua sifat...manusia tk akan mampu meneruskn idop mrk

mizi kasi lina satu cntoh ehk

seorg ibu yg mngandung...yg mngalami keguguran bayi nya...

apakah agaknye prasaan de ketika itu?

sama dgn lina ke lg teruk?

mesti dia akn menangis dan menangis kn?

dn nanti smp satu masa

de akan mula lupa dgn bende tu

itula proses keHidupan manusia

stiap manusia akn menangis

stiap manusia akn lupe

cume cara dn bende yg berlaku je beza2

stiap manusia akan di uji

cume ujian je berbeza

tuhan tk zalim

stiap ujian yg d beri kpd kite

DIA tahu yg kite mampu mngatasi nye

agapla nie satu cabaran dn ujian idop lina

tk smestinya lina da tk skola

bErmaksud lina akan terlepas dr ujian

-[Lina Delilah]- says:
lina rasa lina seakan2 tk kuat lalui ini

smua org akn rs cmtu bile d timpa sesuatu

de org ckp kite tk akn dpt sesuatu lau tk d cari

kite tk akn dpt sesuatu lau tk d cari

lina lebih tau d ane lina ble dpt kekuatan utk dr lina

tp ingt..

tk smestinye bende yg d cari tu akn dpt sekelip mata dan bende yg kite dpt tu akan kekal dlm dr kite

ini lumrah dunia

mmg payah, mmg berat

tp stiap manusia mampu melaluinye

insyaALLAH

Life goes on....

heck care!

2008-12-14T06:00:00.000+08:00

I'm tired! I really am very tired but i can't sleep. I didn't sleep the whole night yesterday and i went out to meet dear ones. Oh... i had so much fun with them! They always make me laughed so hard. I got myself a perfume and Achap said to Ariff "Lina ni kalau masuk kedai mesti keluar dengan benda tak pernah tangan kosong" hah! My dear ones knows me really well. Ok basically most people knows i'm a big spender. The whole day i ate a quarter plate of deng deng kuey toew. Ariff finished the rest. Trust me i don't have the mood to eat nor sleep. This will be a good time for me to lose some weight. heh! I know at this point of time while i'm heartbroken i can still crap around. Well, what's life without cracking up a joke to make you feel better.

Anyways, i was sms-ing "dear" about what had happened. "U've made a huge sacrifice for someone u love. A sacrifice that hurts u just so someone else can be happy.. N i'm proud of u for that.. im sure u know u did the right thing dear." Whatever i want to do or be "dear" will always support me. He will always gives me advice and vice versa if needed.

After the meet up with dear ones, we went to meet the kids up and went over to Ila's for a movie but i slept for half an hour or so. Reached home at about 3.30am and went out again with the family. It's 6 in the morning and i have not been sleeping for 48 hours now. Great! My tummy feels funny. I feel like throwing up maybe caused i have not been eating. pffft! I really need to catch some sleep. I don't want to care about the world anymore for now. Toodles

dear god

2008-12-13T15:00:00.001+08:00

I had a talk with Mizi last night and he said 'kenapa bila da berlaku sesuatu baru cari DIA (ALLAH)?' Somehow i feel the pinch but trust me i have never forgotten HIM during my senang days. If this doesn't happened nothing will go wrong between me and Bam. But who's to blame? Nasi dah jadi bubur. As much as i don't want to let him go, i have to. I don't have any other choice. It's a very hard decision for me, it is. The fact that i have to go thru life without him, it's hurtful. Our plans, it was set till this blow came. Ryyan Raihan and Ishyqa Delilah will never exist. To that extend our plan was. The greatest blow i had all my life. I just feel dead. I'm such a crybaby right? I didn't sleep the whole night, i kept on crying and crying. This morning was my last morning to give him a wake up call. It has to end. But i can't bear to leave him but i will only hurt myself. Ya ALLAH, berikanlah aku, dia dan orang disekelilingnya kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini. Sesungguhnya mereka yang berhadapan dengan cabaran yang cukup hebat manakala aku cuma merasakan tempiasnya saja. Ya ALLAH, semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar dan tenang. Aku mengharapkan berita terbaik buat diriku dan dirinya tetapi Ya ALLAH sesungguhnya engkau yang mengetahui apa yang terbaik buat diriku. AMEEN.

I pray this will only stay temporary and let me forget the love we used to share bit by bit.

mmg dunia ni cubaan utk kte sume
manusia suka merosakkannya.
dunia ni dirosakkan oleh manusia...

jihad zaman skrg ialah jihad nafsu. perang nafsu.
kalau kte tk perangi nafsu, rosaklah kte dan semua yg berada di sekeliling kte

semua perkara yg telah berlaku, sedang berlaku & akan berlaku semuanya qada & qadar or taqdir

ALLAH yg menentukan segala2nya

-[Lina Delilah]- says:
i heard that kalau ALLAH berikan kita cabaran dan dugaan bermakna ALLAH masih sayangkan kita?

yup. memang benar. =)
salah satu rukun Iman is Beriman kpd Qada & Qadar
so, kte mesti ingat & tahu bhw sume yg terjd kat atas kte adalah kehendakNya
kite hanya mampu merancang & berusaha tp ALLAH menentukan segalanya.
& kte kena ingat, ALLAH tu Maha Adil
ALLAH uji kte, megikut kadar kemampuan kite saje.

-[Lina Delilah]- says:
so adakah apa yg terjadi kepada lina diuji mengikut kemampuan lina?

yes lina. =)
sometimes, kte ingat, it's something bad that happened to us.
but we don't know anything.
kte ingatkan buruk, pdahal ia baik utk kte.
ALLAH saje lah yg Maha Mengetahui sgalanye

YA TUHAN

2008-12-13T01:33:00.004+08:00

WHY IS GOD TAKING AWAY MY HAPPINESS??? WHEN EVERYTHING WAS ALMOST PERFECT? WHY IS HE DOING THIS AGAIN TO ME? WHY IS HE BEING SO UNFAIR? WHY ARE THEY BEING SO UNFAIR? AM I SELFISH OR ARE THEY SELFISH? WHY GIVE ME THE HAPPINESS WHEN HE KNOWS HE WILL TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME? ORANG KATA TAWAKAL DENGAN TAKDIR TAPI SELAMA NI AKU TAK TAWAKAL DENGAN TAKDIR KER SAMPAI IT HAS TO HAPPENED AGAIN AND THIS TIME ITS MUCH MORE WORST DEN BEFORE? WHY GOD DO THIS TO ME? DOESN'T HE WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY? AM I BAD THAT HE DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO SEE ME HAPPY? DOES GOD KNOWS THAT HE HAS TREATED ME SO UNFAIRLY? WHY FORCED THE BOTH OF US TO GO SEPARATE WAYS, HURT ME BADLY, HURT HIM DEEPLY AND OTHERS HAPPY? I'M THE VICTIM YET FUCKING AGAIN!!!!! WHY GOD WHY? I WANT TO KNOW THE REASON WHY! THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO MANY TIMES AND I'M ALWAYS HURT YET AGAIN. DO YOU KNOW THAT I DON'T WISH TO GO THRU YOUR WORLD ANYMORE? I WANT TO BE AWAY FROM ALL THIS! I'M DEAD AND I DON'T HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE DECISION CAUSED I KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT! GOD HAS MAKE IT CLEAR TO SEE. I WISH TO TAKE A BREAK NOW. I DON'T WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. I DON'T WANT TO BE HAPPY ANYMORE. WHAT'S THE USE OF BEING HAPPY WHEN IT WILL TURN BACK INTO SADNESS. OK FINE GOD, TAKE THE HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE. I DON'T WISH FOR IT ANYMORE. I THOT YOU HAVE MAKE IT GOING WELL THIS TIME BUT NO I THOT WRONG.

WHO DO I TURN TO NOW? I HAVE NOONE LEFT TO LISTEN? I CAN'T EVEN SHARE! I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO "DEAR" WHEN HE SAID THAT GOOD PEOPLE CANNOT SURVIVE IN THIS WORLD. I HAVE TO BE MEAN AND CRUEL. AND NOW I BELIEVE GOOD PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS GET HURT.

YA ALLAH! COULD YOU MAKE IT BETTER? PLEASE LET ME BE HAPPY? FOR ONCE? I PRAY TO YOU THAT THE DECISION MAKE TOMORROW OR THE DAY AFTER WILL NOT HURT ME? BUT IT WILL MAKE ME AND BAM THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE. WE MAKE MISTAKES IN LIFE AND I'M SURE WE WILL LEARN FROM IT. YA ALLAH, I'M PLEDING YOU. I DON'T WANT TO GO THRU THIS AGAIN. BAM AND MYSELF WANTS A HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER. AMEEN, AMEEN YA RABBIL ALAMIN.

YA ALLAH. DUGAANMU TERLALU HEBAT BUATKU. SESUNGGUHNYA AKU TIDAK MAMPU MELALUINYA.

newphone

2008-12-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

Bam's currently washing his car. BAH! My trip to Batam got cancelled! Yaye! hah! Of course i'm happy because for the fact that on the 19th is Bam's offday and i wouldn't want to be away. =))

I told Daddy dear that i wanna get myself a new phone. He nagged at me and told me to settle my credits before i can even think of getting a new phone. pfffft! I told Mummy dear that i'm really really short of cash. hah! It looks like both couldn't care less now. I've been asking too much things from them lately i guess. hehe! Can't help it la. Grrrrr!

Anyways, we had this exchanged of christmas gifts and Wati was my Santa. She got me a perfume. Ohhh... how sweet! heeeee. Thanks Santa wati. I will upload the pictures tomorrow i guess.

The house is still in a MESS! I thot that it was supposed to be done before Raya Haji but it's not done yet. Luckily, the bathroom doors are up. My big brother macam gay boy la! My escada moon sparkle that i rarely used da going to habis. Thanks to him. Even my Dior Addict2, Diamonds, Jlo Live, Morgan, Versace are finishing soon. Thanks to the brother and sisters. PFFFT! I'm going to get myself the new escada incredible me if it smells really nice of course and my all time favourite perfume Guess Gold! *hint hint* Anyone wants to get me a christmas gifts? hah!

I want to meet Hady Mirza!! LOL! He's drop dead gorgeous! I can't resist looking at his beautiful face. HAHA! Once i pop, i can't stop. But nah, i'm not really a fan of his. I just appreciate his looks. Kaka! He looks like the Apek i used to know. haiz.

I have no idea what to blog about nowdays. Some things can't be shared here cause i know there are people who has been reading my blog. So i rather not type any nonsense here. Oh, i called "dear" earlier asking him about phones. Don't asked me why i'm still calling him "dear" and vice versa. We've been calling each other that for 2 years.

Shout out to Schenker youngsters! You guys can just throw away your phones or donate it to me instead. pfft! How's 21st Dec 08 for the gath? Guys seriously, this will not end if we keep on delaying the plans.

Talking about phones, guys should be banned from using one cause eventho they have something called handphone, they are arggghhhh! They are acting like the phones are 50kg heavy and $50 per sms. No offence guys! I'm sick of that behavior from guys i used to know, used to be with or i am with. Okaaaay! Toodles!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

i <3 you Bam!

2008-12-09T23:10:00.003+08:00

I called Bam up earlier...

Me: Errmmm B, i just want to say that if i've never listened to you or done anything wrong towards you, i'm truly sorry ok.

Him: What's wrong with you? Why are you saying all this?

Me: Errmmm... nothing. Just something that i feel like saying it to you. And i promise you, insya'ALLAH, i will be a better boo2 to you.

I just hope he won't think of anything caused he kept asking why i said what i've said. heeeee. I miss my Bam alot! I hope all will be well for us. Insya'ALLAH AMEEN. K toodles!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

silly

2008-12-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

I swear i'm not feeling tooooo good. I'm sick! I didn't sleep well last night. I had a terrible tummy pain and it has nothing to do with passing motion. Bam called just at the right time, 3.45am. I started to complain to him. All he can think of was Miss Red cramps and i told him it can't be cause i'm done with Miss Red. He told me to have some medicine and force myself to sleep which it doesn't work of course. So i took out his MP4 and start listening to songs. I sleep for awhile before the pain got worst and i texted Bam "I rasa macam da nak setengah mati" He tried to make me feel better which he did and managed to put me to sleep. He called again at 9ish and asked how i'm feeling. The pain got slightly better and mummy dear gave me medicine to eat. Bam told me to get some rest as i had a long night but i can't sleep now. I think it's Bam who has the longest night. Poor him for having to layan my karena.

Bam's working schedule sucks big time this month. haha! He has to come back to work on most of his off days which i have to be supportive with it. I'm glad i did but i will have to keep on missing him. hah! He just complain that he will be very tired and will not have enough rest. At times i do wish i could take over his place and be tired for him but that's impossible. I told him it's for his future but he assure me it's for our future. insya'ALLAH. Ameen.

He called earlier...

Him: B, asal suara you macam lembab je? You da boring dengan i eh?

Me: Ye ker? Apa b, i tak pernah pun rasa boring dengan you.

Silly him for thinking that way. I have never felt that way. He makes plan for us on the 19th but i'm off for a holiday. I swear i told him that i'm off for a holiday but he thot it's in Jan. Chet!

Today, i had fun with just my parents and my big brother. My big brother and i went to picked our parents up at geylang. I swear he was being a pain in the arse in the car while on the way to geylang. Rimas song was on air and there's this "layang" part. so he sang "Buat layang2 macam wau bulan, amik lidi dan super glue bla bla bla" Macam nak kena sepakkan? It was irritating but yet funny. Mummy dear got me a Man U umbrella! I texted Bam telling him i would love to get Man U stuff and put it in his cars. He dislike it, i know. So he replied me "i tak suka man u but i like you!" My family and i went to Parkway to get things for the household and off we went to downtown east to have dinner at Hei Sushi.

Got home i called Bam and said...

Me: B!! I'm 4 months pregnant. HAHAHA!

Him: B, you jangan macam-macam eh.

Me: Hahahaha. Perut i da macam orang ngandung seh!

Him: Apa you makan?

Me: I tadi makan japanese food.

I don't want to look pregnant with FATS! hahaha! Anyways, i'm a proud VIRGIN! Yaye myself for that. I think i'm going for the Fat Flush Diet. Tomorrow Raya Haji, worst still i will tend to eat alot but i will make sure Bam call me every hour to stop me from eating. hah! Ok i need to sleep now as i have to wake Bam up later at 7am for work. I miss that silly. =)

Anyways, SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL! Enjoy yourself and enjoy the food!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Ku berjanji

2008-12-06T23:03:00.004+08:00

Bam called earlier...

Him: Hellloooo Sayang.... (Atas nama cinta... lalala *sing*)

Me: hahhaa.... Hello B.

Him: Ermm... B, *sing* ku merindu.... hahaha....

Me: Asal eh?

Him: K k... u listen to this song eh.... *the song that i forward him earlier this morning*

*Ku berjanji, Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku*

Him: B, you janji eh....

Me: HAHAHAHAHA! Insya'ALLAH. K iye, i janji.

I told him to take the bus to work since he complain something about his car.

Me: Gi keja naik bus la. Bukannya susah, setakat 2 bus needed je. By the time da sampai keja. haha.

Him: Tak nak la. No way seh!

Me: You nikan manja seh. hahaha.

Him: Gini je manja? Dalah i taknak berbual dengan you la. Bye!

Me: hahhahaah.... alah b, you ni kan.

I can never stop blogging about him right? Haha. Whatever we talked to each other can be very merepek at times that doesn't even make sense which i find it kinda funny. hah!

Anyways, i was looking at Bom's pictures. Bom is my closest guy friend back den. He's the most good looking guy friend and he's getting HOT! hah! I think i blogged about him before. I called him Bom caused he calls me Bom Bom. pffffft! I miss him alot. His wildness makes him looks cuter. haha!

I'm a lazy bum. All i wanna do now is sleep, sleep and sleep. I kept on telling people if there's a jobscope that will pay me for sleeping for 8 hrs. I would love to take up the job. You sleep for a living. HAHAHA. Please don't think of any other things. Isn't it good? You get paid for doing nothing. hahaha! I love that life. What should i do for a living? Nothing seems to interest me at all. I don't know what i'm good at. Blog for a living is good, right? You don't have to work, all you do is blog. haha!

My face is getting worst with pimples! And today i went out WITHOUT make up. haha! But i got really frastrated with my pimples and spots. The thing about me is that when i take good care of my face, i will not take good care of my body. That's why i gained but when i take good care of my body, i won't concentrate on my face, that's why i have pimples. ARGGHHH! Do you guys know that the T-Shirt i used to wear in april 07, i can no longer fit in. I've gained ALOT! Now i feel like crying. But i cannot wear loose clothing anymore cause i will surely gain more weight. Grrrrrr! I'm waiting for Bam to get me the Uzap. heh! He told me he will get it end of this month.

Ku merindu,

Merindu cinta yang tulus dari hatimu

Selalu ku impikan hidup bersamamu

Ku kan selalu menanti balasan cintamu

Ku berjanji,

Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku

Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku

Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku

Ku selalu, merindu cintamu

Yang selalu ada di jiwaku

Aku tahu kau pun cinta

Tapi malu tuk berkata

Usah kau ragui cintaku

Ku tetap merindu

Aku tahu kau pun cinta

Tapi malu tuk berkata

Ku tunggu jawapan cintamu

Ku tetap merindu

Di saat ini hatiku rindu belaian cinta darimu

Ku harap kau merestui cinta dariku

Yang selalu setia menunggu dirimu

And and the boys - Shahir, Mizi, Salam and sometimes even Helmi love to disturb me but Mizi always disturb me BIG TIME! Hahaha! But still you guys are the great friends i could ever asked for. Awwwwweeee! HAHAHHA!

Anyways, i'm so frastrated with work. I had to call China and India. They are kinda rude you know.

China

Me: Hi good morning, Im

*they put down the phone*

India

Me: Hello Good Morning, Im Lina calling from Bla bla bla.

Him / Her: Ok tell me.

Me: My producer....

*They put down the phone*

DAMN! I was really really argggghhhh! Enough about them. I can go on and on for days just by complaining how rude they are! How can they be a receptionist? That's not the way to treat callers like that. Don't be surprised that some companies in Singapore are doing the same thing. I called one of the Government Company.

Me: Hello Good Morning. I'm Lina calling from bla bla bla.

Her: Yar.. What you what?

Me: Bla bla bla bla...

Her: Why do you keep on calling ah?

Me: Pardon me mam. This is my 1st time calling here.

Her: I'm very busy. Faster what you want.

Know what i feel like telling her? "Mind your language, tone and speech. For GODSAKE you're a receptionist!" And i told Wati about it and said

Me: What if i'm a director from whatever company and that's how she speaks to me. But it will be really funny if i said to her "Do you know who you are talking to miss? Im a director from so and so"

DREAM ON LINA! haha! Director konon!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

wet market

2008-12-06T12:05:00.004+08:00

I woke up early today at 9 in the morning caused Mummy dear told me to help her. Trust me, i was so lazy. I told her that i'm very lazy to bath and i'm very lazy to go out. *Bam knows i'm a very lazy person..LOL!* But suddenly, i got so rajin and help her sent her serondeng at the nearby wet market. After sending it, i walked around the wet market for awhile before heading home. I must get use to the wet market you know. WAHAHA! Ok just kidding!

Mummy dear will always get mad at me when i eat. It's not because i ate alot (hah!) but usually i will just eat halfway and told her that i'm full. I used to eat alot but since i'm on diet, i got really full easily. It's a good sign tho. The other day when i had seafood with Bam, there was alot of leftovers. I just ate abit and i told him i'm full. The most leftovers was sambal sotong caused both of us never eat the kaki sotong. We just eat the bulat2 sotong. Everyone around me likes the kaki sotong, now i found someone who has something in common with me. Both of us find it very geli. Have a look at it yourself. I don't understand how can you people eat it. OMG! OMG! I can't look at anymore. I wanna puke already.

Ok, i'm going off to pick Daddy dear up from work. I miss that place but too bad Bam on night shift today. If he's working morning shift, i can surprise him for awhile. Tsk! Salah time la! I'm looking for a job around there so we can be close. LOL! Dulu da bagus2 satu kerja, berhenti. haha! But he won't let me join that company back as most of the people there knows about us and i know he will feel weird if his B, his B daddy and his B big sister all working with him. Haha!

Toodles!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

ku merindu

2008-12-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Bam's back! haha! He's been a good boy in camp. He called me every single day. LOL! I wonder am i a sweet talker cause Bam kept on saying that i am one hell of a sweet talker. haha!

Him: Tgh buat apa?

Me: Hmmm.... tgh rindu kan you. hahaha...

Him: Yelah tu.

Me: Eh btol... Hari2 i rindu you tau. HAHAHA!

Him: Sweet talk seh you. You suka eh sweet talk.

HAAHHAHA! Don't blame me.. I've learned it from the expect, who else but guys lor! They love to sweet talk so basically i learned it from them. haha!

Anyways, Bam phonecall yesterday was a shocked to me.

Him: Tadi sampai keja pukul brapa?

Me: Macam biasa la. Pukul 9am.

Him: Abih tadi sampai rumah pukul brapa?

Me: Arnd 9pm plus gitu.

Him: Lambat? Gi mana eh?

Me: I kan da bilang you b that i ada driving nari.

Him: Yer ker? Kawan i cakap dia nampak you.

Me: HUH? Kawan you nampak i? Kat mana eh?

Him: Ak ah, nampak you keluar ngan lelaki lain.

Me: HUH? Asal boleh je you. Bila masa seh i keluar ngan lelaki lain.

Him: Mana i tau you. Jangan macam2 eh b.

Me: I pulak eh? Senjak bila eh i keluar ngan lelaki lain?

Him: Senjak i masuk camp.

Me: Merepekla you ni.

Him: You suka kan ada banyak kawan lelaki.

Me: Asal eh dengan you? Da kawan i banyak lelaki seh.

Bam's MP4 is with me right now. So i told him that i put some pictures in.

Him: Gambar apa eh you letak?

Me: Gambar kawan2 i.

Him: Ohhh... yang lelaki2 tu semua ker?

Me: Ak ah... kenapa?

Him: Asal eh letak gambar2 dorang?

Me: Hahahaha.... tak la... takkan i nak letak my guy friends pics in ur MP4 kan.

Him: Tau tkpe.

And when he was deleting files in my PSP. He wanted to delete my guy friends pictures. Haha! I just don't get it. LOL!

I'm so sleepy! I thot that i get to sleep early when he's away in camp but i was wrong. Hari Raya Haji is in 2 days time? Time flies really fast. I've totally forgotten about Hari Raya Haji maybe because i was looking forward for Christmas? Hah! No worries, i forget lots of things so it's no biggie.

Driving was great yesterday. Next lesson on Christmas eve and We, SIN Ladies will be having our Christmas Dinner on the 26th at Fullerton Hotel. Great! Ok toodles. I wanna go sleep already.

Schenker youngsters, how about either on the 16th or 17th? Pick a date. We can have dinner at Changi V maybe den just chill or anywhere will do. You guys plan ok. I've got the ball rolling, you finish up the rest. hah!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Ku berjanji,

Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku

Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku

Ku selalu, merindu cintamu

Yang selalu ada di jiwaku

cintaku

2008-12-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm having driving tomorrow and i'm out of cash already. GREAT! And my credit bills came today, a total of more den 1k. DOUBLE GREAT! Daddy dear kept on questioning me and i have my diners credit and singtel bills to think about too. Diners = $300, Singtel = $150, Citibank = $1000 plus. Hah! Errkkk.... I'M DEAD! I hope daddy dear will help me with the bills. And my savings left with only $500. From $5k to $500. I wonder what have i been doing with the money. That saving was supposed to be for the future but i can't control myself. hah! Now i have to start from scratch already. I wonder how long will it take me now? Haiz. MONEY MONEY MONEY! DROP FROM THE SKY PLEASE!

I thot Daddy dear je bising, Bam pun. Now i'm stressed! But it's been a month since i last shop and Christmas sales are now on. I WANT TO SHOP! How now?

My face complexion is getting worst nowadays. It must be because of the renovation. ARGHH! I have large pores, i have pimples.

I told Bam that his camp sounds fun and i want to join in but....

Me: Best eh background. Happy go lucky je semua. I macam nak join seh. haha.

Him: You jangan macam-macam eh b. Nak 5 ker 10? Atau nak kena sekpak or teranjang? haha.

Me: Hahaha. Huh? Tak boleh ker? I nak teman kan you. HAHAHAHA!

Him: Sini semua lelaki, you jangan macam-macam.

Me: Apa la you ni. hahaha.

Anyways, i wonder why now den they (guys from the past) start to msg me again?

. says:
say...
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
??
. says:
would u like to go out again sometime next week
. says:
probably?

*gulp* HAH! Why now? I would love to but i have to respect Bam as my Bam. I won't do things against his wishes. It's pretty hard when you have more guy friends den girl friends. It's ok if we're out in a large group but if just the two of us, it's a NO NO! Anyways, Bam wants to "renovate" "our" (he claimed it to be ours tho i don't have the share... haha) car. My slipper, sweater, sunglasses, hair lotion, blotters and a few other things are all in there already. Planning to paint it in Red but that will have to wait.

Bam been asking me when i'm going to bake him my nutella cupcakes. He's addicted to it since i baked it during my last day of work. hah! But i'm learning to bake brownies instead. heh. I'm going to sleep now. Bam's been making alot of noise already. Toodles!

Schenker youngsters! Next outing? Bila?

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Forgetful

2008-12-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

I miss Bam! Where is he seh? The last time he called was at around 8-ish and since den no news from him. He didn't even reply my textes! =( Reservist that strict meh? Haiz. I miss him the whole day that i swear i can't even concentrate myself at work. And as you know i'm such a crybaby, the feeling of crying were there. hah! Godsake, it's only been a day. What if, you know, who knows, square one, of course insya'ALLAH NOT. But i was doing well. I called to wake him up this morning and texted him not to be late for camp. Since den, i didn't contact him until he called me while i was driving but after that i texted him twice which he didn't even reply me at all. PFFFFTTTT!! Tho i have the urge to call him but of course i won't. EGO! HAHAHAHA! Ok kidding. Still, i miss him ah! I miss his voice, always singing to me. I miss his "Nari je tauu". Stop it seh Lina. hahah!

I wanna go sleep already. Gonna make use of this few days that he's away to sleep early. =) Hah! Driving was ok. I've learned parking already. I had a convo with Bam.

Him: Asal i tak tau eh you ada driving nari?

Me: I kan da bilang you. I told you last week seh.

Him: Mana ada? You tak bilang i pun seh.

Me: I did. Yelah, you mana nak ingat.

Him: Kenapa dengan you eh b?

TSK! He starting to be more and more like me. FORGETFUL! He used to be the opposite who always reminds me but now, we can't help each other. Haha!

He called earlier during lunch...

Me: B, i called to wake you up this morning kan?

Him: Huh? Taklah mana ada seh.

Me: Huh? I didn't? Takkan i mimpi seh.

Him: Lelaki mana aje yang you gi call.

Me: Bukan you ker? Sumpah?

Him: Hahaha.... Sumpah i b.

Cehhhh! I seriously don't remember that i called to wake him up. I thot i was dreaming. heh. Ohh.. Did you guys know that one of my colleague in Sales Dept (i think) earns $25k of a month commission, his basic not included eh. KECOH PER?! I want a transfer right now! The world is so unfair. But really la, if you want neat salary go into sales line. I've done it and the commission is good.

Bam just called!!!!! He sang, he laughed, he asked how am i doing and i told him i miss him and he said "gambar i kan ada, gi ciumla" pffft!

Me: Eh... lights out kul brapa ni?

Him: Own time, own target la b.

Me: I gi bilang eh IO.

Him: Haha... IO ehhh. IO apa benda... haha... OC la b. HAHAHA. Bukan Paitao tau tapi pauto.

Me: Kurang asam ehhh you. haha. Tapi too bad you tkde *toot* to bilang.

Him: Hahaha... tak per.. nnt i balik i boleh bilang dia per.

Another joke by yours truly, Lina Delilah. hah!

Him: you don't *ehem*ehem* eh. Later i wallop you up. hahahaa.

Me: Mau berani je. LOL!

Him: you *ehem*ehem* i will go and tell your father.

I received a text yesterday "Hi! I got your number from a friend and i'm attracted by your name. Boleh kenal2?" *roll eyes* hah! But he should be a nice guy. That's what my friend claim. So i text my friend and asked him about his friend having my number and in the end he (my friend) naik syiok texting me.

His messages....

"bla bla bla... da sampai tak msg i lagi"

"you are beautiful.... bla bla bla" *PFFFTTT GUYS! roll eyes*

I'm done now. Tag replies.

Lina to Shahir: You know right that Bam won't allow me to join you guys and be jual anggur terhormat. haha. Yeah. I'm going with the flow. Outing, we will appoint Salam and Paul to plan since all of us are very busy people unlike them. Haha!

Lina to Paul: Hahaha... Even if dotes on me, don't need to get me things la. hehehe.

Lina to Yani: That's true. So we must hold on to our pride. hehe. Have a great day too Yani. =)

Lina to Helmio: Yesh! Schenker youngsters outing soooonnn! How i know seh? Army forest also go ah meng ah? And nope, i'm not gonna ask Bam along for our outing seh. hahaha.

Lina to Salam: Apa macam anggur? Da banyak jual? hahaha! =p Siapa lepak ngan korang? Lina? Alah... Bam masuk hutan ker, tak masuk hutan ker, i can still lepak with you guys what. Salam, go plan la.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

cinta dunia

2008-11-30T14:02:00.003+08:00

I came across this somewhere and i thot that i should share this....

menyayangi itu…

BUKAN ketika kita tidak rela dirinya mencintai org lain…

tapi ketika kita tidak rela dia TIDAK dicintai org lain…

menyayangi itu…

menangis ketika dia patah hati karena org lain..

bukan ketika kita disakitinya…

menyayangi itu…

bukan ketika kita tidak rela dia menjadi milik org lain..

tapi ketika kita tidak rela dia sendirian tanpa cinta…

menyayangi itu…

bukan ketika kita menunggu dia untuk kembali membalas cinta kita…

tapi ketika kita setia pada perasaan hati kita untuknya…

menyayangi itu…

bukan ketika kita merasa bahwa kitalah yang pantas untuknya..

tapi ketika kita mau mendoakan kebahagiaannya bersama org yg dicintainya…

"CINTA DUNIA…. penuh sandiwara… lakonan semata-mata!! Tapi CINTA AKHIRAT….berkekalan….takder siapa kecewa & mengecewakan…..segala janji2Nya Benar….tiada KEPALSUAN. Jangan terlalu kecewa kalau putus cinta dunia, kerana setiap insan hina disisNYA tambah lagi hanya tengkorak semata-mata…"

Memang jodoh ditangan tuhan but we have to play our part. We cannot just sit around and wait for him/her to come to us. What i heard is that we can change how we lead our life. Banyakkanlah berdoa. Insya'ALLAH dengan izinnya everything will turn out fine.

Have faith and i have a question to ask.... Would u rather lose someone you love over your pride...or lose your pride over someone u love?

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Life is simple but we tend to make it complicated.

3rd post?

2008-11-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

3 post in a day? Wow! How boring can i be? If i'm still working as a beauty consultant, i will still be at work and not have this boring lifestyle. Complain, complain and complain isn't that what humans always do? heh. They still have not bank in my commission! I will sue them if they don't! hah!

Anyways, thanks to wati and shahir for talking to me today. =) Bam will be away for a week. =(

Him: I will be away for a week so you will be alone tau.

Me: HUH? You not gonna call or even text?

Him: Masuk hutan mana boleh bawak handphone camera.

Me: HUH?? Tak boleh ker? Biar betol seh?

Him: Lagipun you will be working.

Me: I keja pagi per and you will always be there at night.

Him: Ak ah eh... ye tak yer jugak. And maybe next year i will be away for a month tau.

TSK! But it's ok. I should learn to be more independent. The thing about me is that if i am close to people, i will get so attached to them and that i will feel empty if they are away for even a short period of time. So i should stop being like that and lead my life to the fullest.

Bismillah.... Ya ALLAH, Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Ameen.

Andainya aku bertanya

Padamu tentang bahgia

Dimana nilai setia

Dimanakah puncak cinta

Mahukah engkau mengerti

Harapan serupa mimpi

Ianya dapat terjadi

Atau hilang tak berganti

Sejarah mengajar kita

Menjadi lebih dewasa

Meniti arus angkara

Lupakan kisah nan lalu

Teguhkan tugu iman mu

Doaku buat kekasih

Yang dulu usah dirindu

Hilangkanlah dari hatimu

Doaku buatmu kekasih

Oh and did i mention that Bam is "jealous" of Hady Mirza? And he said "mana tau jodoh you ngan Hady" and i replied " Think logically la.. how can i ever be with Hady? And somemore setiap perkataan tu adalah doa tau, kalau malaikat lalu and ameenkan... macam mana?"

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

hugs n kisses

2008-11-29T19:31:00.002+08:00

Today is a bad day for me! I was mad the whole day till now. And trust me, it's really ugly seeing me like this. Even the contractors got a lil bit of shit from me. hah! I got mad when my wireless internet was not working due to the renovation. And i started crying like a little girl who dropped her ice cream. God knows what got into me today. I cried at the slightest thing even when the power was out for 10 mins and i was sweating like a pig. Geez, i can't believe im such a cry baby at this age. I think it's PMS since Miss Red is around the corner and it's one of the sign that she's coming real soon. And i still feel like crying now. hah! Macam siakkan?! But i'm too tired already and furthermore i am so hungry la dey.

December coming real soon and always at this point of time, flashback from year 2006 came. I don't know why maybe because of the raining season. Hah! I want next week to pass really fast but i'm gonna be real busy since my driving test is in a month time and i only did 5 lessons so far. I have a feeling that i'm not gonna make it but insya'ALLAH, who knows if luck is on my side that day. Cepat pass, cepatlah aku boleh drive. heh! So that i can go anywhere i want eg: if i'm bored and i'm craving for ice cream like now, i can just drive to the nearest swensens or ben and jerry. Or maybe when i want to have some time alone at the beach, i can just drive myself there.

I miss my girls and my guy friends like alot. Basically i miss everyone. I miss Huda, Cit, Nura, Ariff, Khalid, Achap, Amin, Sakina, Nadia, "Dear", Yan, Sot, Jen, Norita, Paul, Helmi, Shahir, Salam, Mizi and i even miss Wati whom i met like every weekdays. heh. But i wonder if they miss me too. hah!

I'm going to make alot of plans for myself. Since christmas is around the corner. Cousin's day soon!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

i need you to hold me

2008-11-29T08:50:00.004+08:00

Good Morning! It's nearly 9am and i woke up this early. How great. I have to you see as the contractor will be here anytime. And i'm leading a pathetic life as of now. Both toilets in the house is under renovation. The master bedroom toilet can't be use at all and the kitchen toilet is half-done. We can use it for our daily things that we always do but there is no door, no water heater. So how we managed? Have a look at the picture below.

Hah! Macam rumah orang kesian kan? LOL! When i first saw this, i was complaining non-stop. Apa tak, if people from outside squad, they can see what's happening inside. I have no idea when will this last. I need a door for GOD SAKE! And a water heater. I can't stand any longer bathing in cold water. It's toooooo cold.

I went out with Bam yesterday. But it was not worthwhile like it supposed to. I'm sorry to say this but it just feel so wrong. I don't know why, maybe i wasn't in the mood. He wants to get me pants and shirts from Mango, Esprit or Zara. But i declined and told him not to waste his money on me. He sounded disappointed...

Him: Lain kali i nak gi shopping, i taknak ajak you. My main purpose was to get you your things.
Me: I tak nak la and somemore i have no idea what i want either.
Him: I nak belanja you seh.
Me: You don't have to waste your money on me.

Am i wrong? Maybe i am but i don't want him to get me things which i know i can afford buying using my own pocket money. This is soooo not Lina. The normal Lina usually would love to get anything if someone wants to get her something. haha. But i don't know what got into me recently. Anyways, truth hurts! *OUCH*

I'm a very sensitive and emotional girl. When things don't go the way i have always imagine, i will tend to break down. I am now. I don't know why i want to cry and continue crying. I don't know why i have this kind of life. Why am i going thru this again for like a zillion times? Before i woke up today, i had a dream that i have a very big argument with Bam. I cried while i was sleeping. The argument was dammnnnnnn painful, hurtful.

The only time i listen to trance when i am at my lowest. I need a smiley face! Can someone help to cheer me up? Usually what i do to cheer myself up? Shopping! But not for the time being. Maybe i should go catch a movie or play tembak-tambak. LOL!

Bam will be away for a whole week and i can't believe it yesterday was not worthwhile to cover up his absence. =( Toodles!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along the wall
And I'm scared the only heartbeat I hear beating is my own
I can't seem to breathe when I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

if i were a boy

2008-11-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I’d roll outta bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted

And I’d never get confronted for it.

Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man.

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it’s broken

So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone

I’d put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’d be faithful

Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I’d forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy

You don’t understand

Yeah you don’t understand

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her

You don’t care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you’ve taken her for granted

And everything you have got destroyed

But you’re just a boy

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

faith

2008-11-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Bam scared the shit out of me that i nearly cry. He wasn't his usual self earlier. He was i-don't-know. Maybe it's just my feelings. When he called again, i asked and he laughed at me. pfftt. I was at i-nearly-broke-down-state and he laughed at me.....

Him: you tak pernah buat i marah, macam mana i nak marah kat you. hahahaha.

His message this afternoon: n i dun wish to hurt u coz u r such a darling to me, u r so sweet and a nice person, i dun want to lose u. bla bla bla.

My psp is with bam now and he's doing some changes to it. Like deleting the contents in there and replaced it with the games he wants to play. He even called it "his psp". Punya tak tau malu. hah! But since i'm not playing it anymore, it's better that i let him have it for now. His friend called me using his number and.....

Me: Yes b!

His friend: aku bukan b kau.... hahahaha...

Me: Siapa siak ni?

His friend: ni aku la... *toot*

So chet i was so paiseh sehhhh. In the conversation ada terselit they disturbing me like "eh kau punya B kata......" pffftt!

I'm so tired, tired of work! I don't wanna work anymore la.

Shoutout to Shahir and Helmi - GUYS! BUNGA BUKAN SEKUNTUM!! GOOD LUCK HOR BUT STUDY FIRST!!! =) I HAVE FAITH IN BOTH OF YOU! =))

Got to go sleep now. I was told to sleep. Toodles.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Renovation

2008-11-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm back!! But 1st,

HAPPY 21st BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CITRA! Sorry for the late wish. I hope you had fun on your birthday and May ALLAH SWT bless you always my dear. Anyways, i',m sorry i couldn't turn up for your kenduri as my house is having some renovations and noone was at home to look after the house. =)

My house is in a mess right now. It is almost a week since the renovation but i was glad that i can still sleep soundly on my weekends despite the noise. I can't wait for everything to end cause i need my home back! The whole family can only stay inside our room and trust me i can't stand the crampness. The only rooms available is my room and my big brother's. So my parents, the youngest sister and the big brother has to share a room for now. My big sister, Sasha and myself are not affected. HAH!

Oh God, the thought of cleaning up after the renovations scares me alot. I need alot of energy la like that. We're only renovating our kitchen, toilet and the master bedroom toilet.

My leave on the 19th Dec was approved and i'm going off for a holiday!! And on the 19th was Bam's off day. Argghhh! Wrong timing seh. I'll be away on his off day. How sad! =(

Bam had to go for this activation thingy today and thank god it was not for a week or so as he's picking me up from work on Monday. I'm glad but Bam reminded me that he will be away in the jungle and that i won't be able to meet him up for a week in december.

Him: Unless, you want to come and look for me in the jungle.

Me: NO WAY! I won't do that. hah!

Him: Ohhhhhh.... dengan bam sendiri tak sanggup eh.

Me: It's a jungle seh. hahaha.

Yesterday, we had a BBQ. It was great. The food was nice that i kept on eating and eating. Grrrrr! I was on diet remember? Bam came to picked me up at around 11-ish and sent 1 of my colleague to the train station. Den we were talking about i have no idea.....

Him: Keluar malam balik pagi-pagi buta.

Me: ehem!
Him: Macam you kan? Selalu balik lambat.

Me: Mana ada seh? Bila i balik lambat?

Him: BBQ ni....

Me: Sebelum pukul 12 seh.

Him: hahahahaah..... yelah pasal i you punya Bam, kalau tak, confirm you da balik pagi-pagi buta.

And the shocking part was he called me at around 2-ish.....

Him: Next year eh you.

Me: HUH? Are you serious?

Him: Asal? You tak nak?

Me: Bukan tak nak... tapi huh? You serious apa next year?

I have to look for a perm job already. Bam told me to get myself a career and start doing some savings. I'm trying my best. I really am but next year can? heh!

Better get some sleep now. I have to wake up at 7 in the morning to wake Bam up. It has been my daily routine you see. If he's on night shift, he will wake me up at 6.30am but if he's on morning shift, i will wake him up at 7am. =) Toodles.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

your promise

2008-11-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

Bam's picking me up from work tomorrow. weeeeee! =D And my uncle's mom just passed away today and i have no idea whether or not should i skip work tomorrow. 1 day = $60 tau. hah! Chet LINA!!!! Anyways, Al-Fatihah to her. Somoga ditempatkan orang2 yang beriman. Ameen. Bam's friend got involved in an accident and is now in the hospital. May he get well soon.

"Dear" texted me and asked if i'm free this thursday as he wants to pass me my belated birthday gift. It's already November for God sake... hah! but it's the thoughts that count.

Bam's called for more den 8 times today and calling me at different names. The latest was honeybunny. LOL! And somemore i questioned him. tsk lina. so takde peransaan romantic. HAHAHAHA!

I'm happppyyyyyyy! =D

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Here's my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life.

laugh out loud

2008-11-17T21:56:00.004+08:00

Bam laughed at me for a good 10 mins. pfffttt!

Me: Banyak keja?
Him: tak banyak la, in fact takde pn.
Me: I gi bilang *toot*
Him: Bilang la... i tak takut.
Me: Btol eh... i jadi macam sik nyet tu.... nanti i paitao.
Him: *laughing* you tau tak apa you cakap?
Me: nanti i paitao ah or errkkk... what's the word?
Him: *Laughing out laugh till he couldn't speak*
Me: Are you laughing at me?
Him: *laughed louder* it's pauto la b.
Me: That's what i meant.
Him: *tell his colleague* Eh kalau kau bilang2 orang it's pauto or paitao?
His colleague: Pauto ah.
Him: hahahahaaha... lina kata paitao siak. *and both laughed*

And bam continued laughing. Argghhhhhh!

No wonder Schenker youngsters loves to disturb me because i think i'm an easy target. pffftttt! hahaah. I'm in great pain. Bruises on my body and chin area. Why? Because i was pushed by my little sister yesterday and my chin area knocked at the edge of the sink and my body got knocked at the edge of the table. It was DAMN PAINFUL HOKAY! That i cried and locked myself in my room. -_-

Bam's colleague gonna treat me to dinner. Hooooorayyy! And BBQ this friday.

My house in a mess. Will update about that in my next post. Ahhhhh.... Bam called so toodles.

Anyways, I LOVE MUMMY DEAR! She spent $1100 on me yesterday! hah! Next week, i wanna drag Bam to get something for my mummy.

Him: There's no need a million reason cause i will be there to be with you always.

Him: And i promise you the time we spent, every memory we had, our relationship so true.. i will always cherish you.. lina...

Insya'ALLAH. Ameen.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

i promise you

2008-11-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

Friday was a tiring but fun day! Went to Vivo after work with Nadia, Don and Ila. Shop, dinner, i played house of the dead at the arcade. Went back to Nadia's and out of her house at 11.30pm. Played basketball for awhile, had supper at our fav. place chilled till 4.30am. Bam accompanied me on the phone while on my way back home and i slept only at 7 in the morning.

I slept the whole day today. Hah! I loveee sleeping. And had some great moments with the family. I won't be able to do this if im still working as a beauty consultant.

I've updated my psp games. Addicted to it again. hah! 3 games added. Cake Mania, Midnight Club and Fight Night(for him). Bam wants the boxing game. So the psp will be with him for awhile.

It's the raining season once again and i will always feel i'm back in year 2006. Raining during night time, got him a sweater and make my way to his workplace just to pass him that. Semangat k dulu. LOL! 2006 was the best year that i had so far. Nothing can beat that. Turn back time pleaseeeeee!!!

Off to sleep now. Going out with the family later. Toodles.

Now I'm speechless,

over the edge,

I'm just breathless,

I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Now I'm hopeless,

head over heels,

in the moment,

I'd never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

every time we say goodbye
i wish we had one more kiss

i'll wait for you i promise you, i will

4kgs? pffffft

2008-11-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

2 more months to my TP and i'm not going for practical lessons. Hah! I was super tired today so i decided to skipped and my next lesson will be in dec. Hah! I only went for 5 lessons so far. So in Dec i need to at least go twice a week. bah! I know i want to get it over and done with but i'm so shagged after work.

Here's the thing.... I GAINED 4 BLOODY KGs! OMFG! I went to see the doctor and told her that i'm fat and asked her about the pills. She said it's good as i will get to see good results and of course looks and feels good too but after i finish the pills i must control my hunger and avoid tibits, sugar, oily food, bread etc etc. CARBO IS BAD!!!! The doctor told me to consider and if i want to take the pills, i can come by to see her again. Should i? hmm..... I've gained 4kgs in a year. Bah! And my friend said it's because of depression. LOL! Hmmm.... maybe because i ate alot during those few months of going thru-you-know. ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I'm wanna watch Cinta Fitri 3 so have a great day tomorrow. Toodles!!!

Anyways, i heard this song over at the radio earlier today.

Dik, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia

Dik, aku mohon kau s’lalu menemani

Saat ku tengah terluka

Kala ku tengah gundah

Ku akan menjagamu

Di bangun dan tidurmu

Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu

Ku akan menjagamu

Tuk hidup dan matiku

Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh…

Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta s’lalu

Saat kau tengah terluka

Kala kau tengah gundah

Ku akan menjagamu

Di bangun dan tidurmu

Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu

Ku akan menjagamu

Tuk hidup dan matiku

Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Kau akan menjagaku

Di bangun dan tidurku

Di semua mimpi dan nyataku

Kau akan menjagaku

Tuk hidup dan matiku

Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Ku akan menjagamu

Di bangun dan tidurmu

Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu

Ku akan menjagamu

Tuk hidup dan matiku

Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Miska sucks! Cinta Fitri 3 so mengeramkan! Farrel went to jail as he was accused of killing Bram. Everyone thot that Bram died but it was just Miska and Bram's plan. He is still alive! bah! Those who doesn't have SCTV just wait for Suria in maybe a yr time? LOL! =p *peace*

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Happy birthday apis!

2008-11-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

First of all, HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO APIS AKA MR POLICE OFFICER! May ALLAH SWT bless you dear and hope you've been enjoying yourself. Anyways, what do you want for your birthday?? Let me know soon.

I'm pissed! NOT! hah! Ceyyyy.... I've got cheated by Bam's Colleague. His birthday was long over. Like 2 months back. Arggghhh! But still i lost the bet. hah! After work, i went shopping alone till Bam came to the rescue and meet me. He asked if i wanna have dinner but i said i don't and that we get his things and went back home. I'm really shagged today and i must be fresh to meet the girls tomorrow. I got myself a sandal and Bam might be getting me a new slipper minah. hahahaha! Ok. Enough about Bam. It's all about me now, ceeyyyy so selfish sia. heh!

Work's fine. I've got disturbed because of my 'R' as always. Grrrrrrr. I called India and trust me, i can't understand anything. M is pronounce as Yam. But they are nice people, very helpful. Time flies really fast working here and i kinda love it. I miss Bam already. Waiting for him to call me soon. But at the moment, i need to visit my friend, Mr Jam. KAKAKAKAKA!

He said this twice.....

Him: You jealous eh *sambil tolehkan my face to look at his* pfffftttt.

Me: Nak jealous apanya? *sambil buat muka* hahahaa

Him: Kat tempat rumah you ada kedai makan sedap eh, Habibah.

Me: HAHAHA.... It's Habibie la you.

Him: Nanti one day kita gi makan kat Habibah eh.

Me: Habibie la b. HAHAHHA

Him: Hahahaha.... Habibah apa sedap eh?

Me: Habibie... Asal eh dengan Habibah? Habibah tu siapa?

Anyways, Bam's Pak Long passed away yesterday morning. Al-Fatihah to him. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan orang-orang yang beriman. Ameen.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

on diet

2008-11-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

I was reading huda's blog earlier and it's about Singaporean. I know i'm a Singaporean myself but i'm not proud to call myself one. Like seriously. LOL! Most of them are very unconsiderate. I wonder can't they even understand SIMPLE ENGLISH and give way to others going out of the train. What i usually do is i will bump hard to people who doesn't give way. hah! I know i'm bad.

I'm going back on diet. How many times have i said this? Count-less seh! hah! Anyways, because of my stupidity i had to get a perfume for Bam's Colleague.....

Him: *his colleague's name* suruh you bilang your friend belikan minyak wangi dulu. Nanti dia bayar.

Me: Ok. Dia nak brapa ml. 200ml eh?

*his colleague at the background*: hahahaa... mana ada 200ml... 100ml jelaaaaa.

Him: *laugh* youuuu..... 100ml jela... 200ml mana ada.

Me: *super confident* Adaaaa la... nanti i tanya kawan i.

Him: takdela you. brapa besar seh 200ml.

Me: you cakap ngan *his colleague's name* kalau ada 200ml dia kena blanja i makan...

Him: eh *his colleague's name*, Lina cakap kalau ada 200ml kau kena blanja dia makan.

*his colleague at the background* Ok... cakap ngan lina set. Kalau takde dia kena kasi aku tu minyak wangi free! Since bade aku pn da dekat. hahahahaha

Me: huhhh????? erkkkkkk.....

So i lost the bet. Perfume for him alright. sheeeeshhh! At least i said 200ml. Last month, Bam asked me how much for 1l Issey perfume and i laughed me head off and said "you ingat minyak wangi tu coke per! hahahaha!" I know i'm bad but that was really funny that i had to disturb him over and over again. I find it cute. hahahaahahahahah! =p Ok work tomorrow. NAK TIDO!!!

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Lose lotsa fats

2008-11-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

I forgot to mention that i dreamt of Hady Mirza and we went out on a date. It was THE BEST DAMN THING! But how sad it was only a dream. If it's for real, i will have no idea how to react. I always have this "thing" for those fair malay chinese looking guys. hah! I met a few that makes me stop breathing. HAHAHA! Ohhh.... Haizad too. There's Apek who looks like Hady. *melt* LOL! And i have Bam whom everyone thot he's a chinese including myself until i know him his name.

Ni dua kalau dapat, simpan dalam pocket seh!! HAHAHAHAHA! Gugu-gaga! LOL!

Anyways, here's the schenker youngsters pics.

So my team lost to Bam's team and he laughed at me.

When his team scored a goal....

Him: Takper... jap lagi i gi call my teamnya coach to tell the boys to give way kat my sayang punya team.

Me: Hahahaha. ya right. Banyak you punya call.

After the match....

Him: Wakaka.

Me: You guys are just lucky.

Him: Whateve.

Me: Ohhhh.... kerana bola you cakap whateve kat i eh... jaga you. hahaha

Him: Haha.. i just pity mu fans. =D

Me: Tapi you sayang per 1 of the mu fans. kan? hahaha.

Him: Sayang sekali.

And i told daddy dear to cari Bam on Monday at work. Haha. When i told Bam.....

Him: Asal you cakap gitu kat your dad eh?

Me: Kan i da cakap "jaga you". hahahaahahah

Him: Monday i keja malam. hahahaha

Me: Sunday you pun keja malam per and you will OT so my dad can cari you.

Him: Tak ah... i tak nak OT.

Me: Abih takut. LOL!

Earlier.....

Him: You tak nak dengar cakap i, i tak nak dengar cakap you.

Me: Senjak bila you dengar cakap i? I kata you cannot go that day, you still go kan?

Him: Abih i cakap you tak boleh pergi halloween party, you still go per.

Me: ehhhhhhhh you yang kasi pergi okkkk.. nak i tunjuk you your message to me?

Him: hahahahaa... tak nak.

Me: i ada prove ok.

Him: Degil ah you.... malas la nak bual ngan you. i nak g buat keja... bye.... hahahahaah.

Me: Abih merajok.... LOL!

Him: Hahaahahhhahaah.... da da bye.

Geram je. Darah naik seh. And i wanna go Mary Chia or the Acupuncture or get the Osim thingy to lose weight. Bam agreed to pay for me or get me the Osim thingy. Bestnyaaaaaa!!!! HAHAHA!

Waiting for Bam to call me again. =D

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Moody

2008-11-08T15:17:00.005+08:00

How true this zodiac is? VERY! Except for the good memory part. I have STM. LOL! Until that day Bam said "you mana amik kisah, itu pasal tak ingat" I seriously can't remember things, i think i'm getting old. hah!

I was kinda moody yesterday, a sudden one. Maybe i'm just tired and i started crying. Don't ask me why. I was soooooo moody and down. Bam called after he got back from going out with his friends around 3am. I should be sleeping at that time but i stayed up till he returned home. It has always been like that since day 1, i just can't seem to sleep unless i know he reach home safe and sound. And i was so shagged by den that i got more moody. hah!

Him: Why are you quiet? Did i do anything wrong?

Me: No. Erm nothing la.

And "Dear" is still holding onto my birthday present. hah! Both of us has been so busy that we don't even have the time to meet up. Should set a date with him either this month or next. "Dear" must have been busy with this girl that he love-oh-so-much. hahaha! He better be and win her back. He's not getting any younger mind you. LOL!

and i am still very tired. I wanna go back to sleep.

And ohhhh..... i had fun going out with Schenker Youngsters and it's funny on that day, i didn't sheesha alot like i usually did. I had less den 8 puffs, i think. Grrrrrr. Toodles.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

sayangku jua

2008-11-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

1st day of work was fine but bam is making alot of noise and asked me to get a perm job instead which can last me years so that we can..... go figure. LOL! Maybe after my Melbourne trip june next year, i will get myself a neat job which i will insya'ALLAH last long. I have no "arah tujuan" like what they always describe me. haha! Hmmm..... So what should i do? I read my zodiac the other day at CCK Lot 1 Popular Bookstore ALONE (yes! I was there for an hour just walking around) and it says that i will enjoy having careers like beautician, personal shopping assistant, fashion consultant, image consultant and more. And it is so true. I want to be a personal shopping assistant. Who wants to hire me? Maybe Taufiq Batisah or Hady Mirza or Haizad? LOL! DREAM ON LINA! YOU WISH!

Turning in soon, currently waiting for Bam to call. Toodles!

10:50pm

Him: Assalamualaikum. Boleh saya bual dengan sayangku?

Me: Wa'alaikumsalam. HUH? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. =p

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

hmmm

2008-11-05T00:16:00.007+08:00

Hmmmmm....... I just got back from dinner with my girl friend, Dayah. Thanks alot for the treat dear. Appreciate it alot. We den had a chat. Dearest, remember i am always here when you need me. =)

I just got the news from Huda that Cit's granddad just passed away. Let's sedekahkan al-fatihah to him. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan orang-orang yang beriman. Ameen. Cit, stay strong ok love. We are here for you!!

My personal life gonna be a secret now and so i'm not going to blog much except if there's something that i wanna share. And i hope the fake "aripin" please stop doing what you are doing. I asked the real guy and he swore that he didn't even tagged my blog. And i have a feeling i know who did this. Must be someone who i know personally and worked with us before. Seeeeeee! Now the real guy knows i have a blog and wants to know the address to this blog. Arggghhhh! Kecohlah kan.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

upin&ipin

2008-11-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm in love with this cartoon, Upin & Ipin. So damn cute la kan. Grrrrrrr! So today i didn't send my cousins off at the airport. I wanted to go but bam got us a movie tixs at 9.30pm so i know i won't be able to make it. But after the movie, i went to the airport as my supervisor called and asked me to come down. I got myself another coach bag. hahaha! I might be selling away my a month old coach bag that i bought at $890. Still in good condition as i took great care of it but will see about it. It's the Hamptons collection and it's Leather. I only used it like 3 times. I just bought the Madison Collection.

I had a chat with Bestfriend.

[ ThE OnE ] says:
eh kau ni kan..muka sebijik mcm lily allen
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
thanks ehhhh
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
lawa per dia... gitu aku lawa la
-[Lina Delilah]- says:
hahahahahaaha
[ ThE OnE ] says:
lawa la lawa... pui! =p

-[Lina Delilah]- says:

Basket kau!

Anyways, i'm happy for my girls esp Nura. You know, i know, public don't know. I'm sooooo excited and happy for her. And i have a big pimple on my face. HELP!

I'm so happy! Don't ask me why. I wish GOD will let me remain this happy. Insya'Allah. Ameen. =)

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

it went well

2008-11-02T21:14:00.005+08:00

The engagement went well except the food that we ordered came very late and the electricity power went off for awhile. hah! But syukur alhamdulilah everything goes as planned. Thanks to both Wati and Huda for coming! It was great having my girls around. =) I can't wait to work with wati. The last time i worked with her was during year 2004 when we worked as a kindergarten teacher. hah! Engagement pictures will be up tomorrow after i send my cousins off to the airport.

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

banyak kata
yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan
kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil sluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tahu
ku slalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

Love is like a Violin,
the music may stop now and then
but the strings will always remain.

halloween pictures

2008-11-01T16:24:00.004+08:00

The halloween picturesssssss. It was fun!

Abang's Engagement is tomorrow and i already have plans from Monday to Wednesday before work starts on Thursday. Good Day people.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

DEVIL

2008-10-31T15:41:00.004+08:00

I've decided to be a devil today with the Devil wand. I so can't wait and i'm gonna take pictures with random people. Heh. It's gonna be fun! Halloween is fun! Yaye.

So i've took Singapore Flyer already and hmm.... it wasn't as fun as people claimed it is to be. It's better to catch a movie or stop over at Sentosa for a Luge ride. So where should i go next?

I was lucky that i switched off my hp last night before i went to bed. I knew it they will call me. The min i switch on my hp this morning. I received 8 caller alerts, 10 messages. How great?! I was told that i'm working till 14th Nov. Bikin kelakar per! haha! I rather concentrate on having fun today! LEPAK-ING! My cousin said "Mana-mana keja kita pergi... Mesti buat perangai" I replied "Yar... but it's always after we submit our letters. TANDUK!! haha!"

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

you are my baby love

i can't get enough of your

la la la la love.

Halloween Party

2008-10-31T01:48:00.004+08:00

I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT BADLY BECAUSE I'M FAT!!! I DON'T LOOK GREAT ANYMORE IN MOST OF THE CLOTHES I'M WEARING!! THIS IS KILLING ME!! I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!! AND MY FACE, ITS TURNING OLD? I NEED ALOT OF SLEEP. I'M SPEECHLESS ABOUT HOW I LOOKED NOWADAYS.

Great... Now i'm having low self esteem which is not healthy and noone are able to help me even when they put in great words that i still look the same.

Guess what!! I saw someone lost his little finger!! I nearly puke everything that i ate. It was scary! I'm going to have nightmares. I have no idea if i'm working today. If i do, i don't think i'm going. I'm too lazy to work anyways but i was shocked to see my pay when i checked earlier.

My pay was $1800 before CPF and i got $1440 after CPF. WOW! I never worked that hard before to earn that much. Hah! Special thanks to my commission that's why i can bring home that much but i have to work triple as hard hokay to get that much. Not so worth itla. If my basic was already $1.8k den i don't need much effort tho. hah! MELAMPAU! I have to start saving already, for future plans. Hah! Baik ah Lina, senjak bila ada future plans. WAHAHHA!

And today i'm going for the Halloween Party. I might be an angel, Devil or Vampire. Bam doesn't know yet about my plans. heh. Ohhh well. Hmmmm.....

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

baby love

2008-10-30T15:38:00.005+08:00

I've changed my hairstyle like again. hehe. So i rebonded my hair and it cost me $138. A new salon with my own stylist. Cool. I'm going back there in 6 weeks time to have my hair check. My stylist named Mindy and she's great! But my hair kinda short la but i have to trim it as i was told that my hair is damaged. So treatment, once a month is a must!!

I remember like it was yesterday

First kiss and I knew you changed the game

You have me, exactly, well you want it,

And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away

Holdin' hands never made me feel this way

So special, boy it's your, your smile

We so in love

(love)

La la la la

Yeah

We so in love

La la la la la

And I just can't get enough

Of your la la la la love

Yeah we so in love, love

I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down

Butterflies every time you come around

You make me, so crazy

It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else

You're the only one that ever made me melt

You're special, boy it's your, your style

We so in love

La la la la

Yeah

We so in love

La la la la la

And I just can't get enough

Of your la la la la love

Yeah it's all I'm thinking of

Love, love

I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, every, every, everything

(Yeah)

Everything, everything, oh

You're my always and forever

You're my sunshine

On my mind, constant

Think about you all the time

You're my everything

Everything, everything, oh

You my new school (love)

You my old school (love)

And it's so true

You're the one I'm thinking of

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, every, every, everything

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

You're my every, every, every, everything

You are my baby love, my baby love

You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)

(You make the sun come up on a cloudy day

You're my number one, you're my special thing)

You're my every, every, every, everything

You're my everything

You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Im looking for a great Halloween Party to go to. Clubs will be out as i don't club. Just a place where i can bring the kids along for some fun. Hmm... Escape will be great but will have to discuss with the others. And can't wait for Christmas. Like any other years, we will have "christmas" dinner with the family and of course BIG TURKEY! Yummy! It's not a celebration , just a family dinner gathering. =)

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina Delilah

ps: enjoy the song. heh